Thursday, April 25, 2013

Ruthless

Love is a ruthless game unless you play it good and right 

Past

And suddenly I became part of your past. I'm becoming the part that don't last 

Bored

You don't miss me. You're just bored 

Stare

The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole life fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly 
Trust is the easiest thing to lose is trust 

Distance

At the same time, you have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you; too far and they abandon you.

Get By

Close your eyes and pretend it's all a bad dream. That's how I get by

Liked You

Never introduce your friends to one another because they end up liking each other more than they ever liked you 

Show

Don't tell people your dreams, 
Show them

Feel Bad

I don't understand how a person can tell you so many lies, and never feel bad about it 
Please don't get my hopes up 

Better

I tend to push people away because I think they deserve better 

Go

You were never supposed to mean this much to me, I was never supposed to fall so hard. But you know what? I did, and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like he// to let you go

Believe

When people put you down enough, you start to believe it. 

Confidence

The problem with the world is the intelligent people are full of doubts, while the stupid ones are full of confidence 

Grew Up

Once upon a time there was a happy little girl.
...then she grew up 

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Teacher's Advice

The best advice I have ever gotten from a teacher: 
"You need to smile more"

Princess

The little girl in me still wants to be a Disney Princess 
I hope she's worth it

Hurting Them Back

I don't know the actual meaning of maturity, 
but for me, maturity is when a person hurts you, 
and you try to understand their situation, 
rather than hurting them back 

Good Enough

Worst feeling in the world is when you did the best you could, and it's still not good enough 

Everytime

I'm just a girl...
I love being called pretty, but I'll never believe it,
I'm not always right, but I hate admitting I'm wrong, 
I am always smiling, but half the time it isn't real, 
I can be read like an open book, but I hide so many things, 
I work hard, and still don't get what I deserve,
I love with my whole heart, and it gets broken every time...

Looks Back

No one looks back on their life, and remembers the nights they had plenty of sleep 

Alone

I learned a lot about love when I was broken, I learned a lot about being a friend when I was alone 

Live

Jesus died for me, the least I can do is live for him 

One of the best

To: His current and future girlfriends: 
Realize a great guy when you have him. 
Because trust me, he's one of the best.....

Visit

It's okay to visit Memory Lane...you just can't live there 

More Time

Have enough courage to trust love one more time 

Kiss Me

I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried

Looking For

The more that I look around the more I realize you're all I'm looking for

Scares Me

I don't think I'm good enough for anyone, and that really scares me 

Almost Lovers

I never want to see you unhappy, 
I thought you'd want the same for me, 
Good bye my almost lover, 
Should have known you'd bring me heart ache, 
Almost lovers always do....

Grow Up

Soda becomes alcohol,
Bikes become cars,
Kisses become making ou,
Remember when Dad's shoulders were the highest place on Earth?
And your Mom was your hero?
Race issues were about who ran the fastest,
and war was only a card game,
The most pain you felt was skinned knees,
and goobyes only mean until tomorrow.

And we couldn't wait to grow up.

Everywhere

I couldn't see you when you were here, 
and now that you're gone, I see you everywhere 

Thousand Friends

Having a thousand friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is if you have one friend that will stand by you when thousands are against you. 

Win This Fight

Hush little baby, don't you cry, 
Don't push me away, don't say goodbye, 
Keep on smiling, and look in to the light, 
I know it's hard, but you'll win this fight♥

Loved Most

And when the angels ask me what I loved most about life, I will tell them you.
I guess I grew up...

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Sorry.


Thankful

I am thankful for the taxes I have to pay, 
because it means I'm employed.
The clothes that fit a little too snuggly, 
because it means I have enough to eat. 
My shadow who watches me when I work,
because it means I'm in the sunshine. 
A lawn that has to be mowed, 
windows that have to be washed, 
and gutters that need fixing because 
it means I have a home. 
All the complaining I hear about the government, 
because it means I have the freedom of speech. 
The girl in front of me in choir, who sings off key, 
because it means I can hear. 
The huge pile of laundry that I need to do, 
because it means my loved ones are here. 
The alarm that goes off in the early morning, 
because it means I am alive. 
I am thankful for all of these things 

See

I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see 

With You

You know I'd fall apart with out you, 
I don't know how you do what you do, 
Cause everything that don't make sense about me, 
Makes sense when I'm with you 

Alone

I was afraid to be alone. 
Now I'm scared that's how I'd like to be 

Talking

So many friendships end in "We just stopped talking..."

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Bye Bye Small Town

I live in a town that everyone claims to hate, but never seems to leave. 
Yeah, well I'm here to prove that wrong. 
As soon as I can, I'm getting the he// away from here, and never looking back. 
Have nice lives sweeties XOXO

Rose

Seems like when ever I have a rose, all I feel are the thorns 

Rain


Cause every storm runs, runs out of rain
This song just felt right....
for a few reasons :) 

Walk

Born to fly, forced to walk 

Change

Last year, when the power went out at school, we held hands.
Now we can't even look each other in the eye...
Crazy how things change so fast 

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Be Here

Don't be surprised when one day I'm not here. I won't listen to your drama or rants anymore. I won't be there babe, and that's no one's fault but yours. You pushed me away, not the other way around 

Been There

We've all been there Woody, we've all been there. 


Push Around

So what made you think you could take a life and just push it around?
I guess to build yourself up so high, you have to take her, 
and break her down 

You On My Mind

I cannot go to the ocean, I cannot drive the streets at night, I cannot wake up in the morning, with out you on my mind 

Leaves

If you want to leave, you can.
I'll remember you though, I remember everyone that leaves 

Wound

I keep treating you like the bandage, when really, you are the wound 

Dragon Tails

*Find Genie*
Normal People: I wish I was rich, and famous, and married
Me: I wish I wish with all my heat to fly with dragons in a land apart

....if you don't know what that's from, I'm judging you. 
Dragon Tails<3

Membership

If Zombies ever attack, I'm just going to Sam's. They have concert walls, years of food, and best of all, the zombies can't get in with out a Sam's Club Membership

I have learned

Things I have learned from Middle School: 
-Text with out looking
-Sleep with out getting caught
-Teamwork on tests
-Lie through my teeth
-BS entire essay questions
-Trust no b/tch 
-And pull all nighters, and still pass a class 
#learnedalot
#importantskills 

Achieve

Homework? Decent Grades? Being on time?
The Bible said Adam and Eve, not Adam and Achieve..

Writer

If a write falls in love with you, you can never die<3

Paradise

Goodbye stranger, it's been nice, I hope you find your paradise

Yes

In a world full of "no"
I'm here to scream yes.

Worst Kind of Sad

I think the worst kind of sad is the kind you can't explain. You don't know why you're sad, but you are. You just feel like crying all the time, but you have no idea what to cry about. You just know it sucks 
Is it too late to go to Neverland?

You

And then you realize, 
He's laughing. 
He's smiling. 
He's Happy. 
And it's not because of you.

Love

You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy the person that you love 

M&M

Mini M&M's taste better than normal M&M's...don't even argue with me on this 

Be Felt

The thing about pain is that it demands to be felt 

Distance

You can't undo a fall like this, cause love don't know what distance is 

One Way

I'm booking myself a one way flight, 
I gotta get out of this town 

Quote Your Best Friend

Quote Your Best Friend: 
"Don't you worry, don't you worry, Ellie, see heaven's got a plan for you....laughs" 
....Ohhh, I love my Jensoon

Everything

It's hard to find the perfect time to say something that you know will change everything 

Rain

Every word, let it hurt, 
even more than I deserve. 
Let it come down on me, 
Let it rain 

Overthrown

I had it all then, 
I lost it on my own, 
I had a heart then, 
But the queen has been overthrown 

Walk In

And after two whole years, barely seeing each other, that boy is still the one I look for first when I walk in a room. 

Monday, April 15, 2013

We're at the beginning of the end.

Prayers

Prayers go out to the families who were effected in Boston today</3
Gone but never forgotten 

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Smiles

But my God it's beautiful when that boy smiles.

Deadly Sin

Teach me how to fight, and I'll teach you how to win. 
You're my mortal flaw, you're my deadly sin.
-City of Glass 

Somebody

Don't lose yourself just because you've found somebody 

Friday, April 12, 2013

Trust

You took advantage of the trust I gave

Hidden

He was like the moon--part of him was always hidden 

Us

I want a relationship where they know of us. But nothing about us 

People

Yes, I've changed. Pain does that to people 

Person Is

I text differently depending on who the person is 

Think

"You're so innocent"
....that's what you think 

Forget

Sometimes you want to remember. 
And sometimes you need to forget.

Fight For

Once upon a time, I had a lot to fight for 

Tomorrow

Yesterday you said 'tomorrow'
Twice the guts. 
Double the glory.

Again

I just don't know if I want to do it anymore; Get close to somebody, just so they can leave me again

Talking About You

Have you ever walked up to people and realize they were just talking about you?
Well, it sucks
At this point, love me, or leave me alone 

Planned

Unplanned moments are always better than planned ones 

Ahead

When your friends try to show you something funny from the internet, but you've already seen it, and you're just like, "Honey, I'm on Tumblr, We're like weeks ahead of you"

Can Be

I may not be who I ought to be, I know I'm not all that I want to be. But I've come a long way, from who I used to be, and I won't give up on becoming what I know I can be 

Memory

At this age, everything is changing. Day by Day we don't notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought would be there forever aren't, and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are your best friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less it will. So make the most of it now, before it all changes again. Because in the near future, all of this, this moment, will only be a memory

See

Cause you're everywhere to me. And when I close my eyes it's you I see 
Wishes don't win races 

Quitting

Begin while others make excuses. Work while other are quitting. Persist while others are quitting 

Running

Running doesn't matter whether you come in first, in the middle or last. You can say "I have finished." and there is a lot of satisfaction in that. 

Improve

Working on a new me. 
Not because the old me was bad, just because the old me can improve 

Yourself

I turned out to be a horrible person, and I have no one to blame but myself. 

You turned out to be a horrible person, and you have no one to blame but yourself 

Feel

So this is what you meant when you said you cared about how I feel?

Time

She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it wasn't the hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time. 

Trying

Don't be too hard on yourself. There are plenty of people willing to do that for you. Love yourself, and be proud of everything that you do, Even mistakes mean you're trying 

Move It

Nobody cares about your excuses. 
No one pities you for procrastination. 
Nobody's going to cuddle you because you're lazy. 
It's your a$$, move it.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Dreamed

The bad news is crueler, meaner, and more evil than yo imagined. Good news is, people are kinder, gentler, and more caring than you've ever dreamed<3

Personally

I shut everyone out, so don't take me personally 

Past Mistakes

You are more than the choices that you've made, you are more than the sum of your past mistakes 

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Reunion

I go out dressed nicely for a whole day, and never see anyone I know. Then I go out for five minutes looking like crap, and suddenly its a freaking reunion 

Think

It's amazing how wonderful life can be once you stop caring what people think 

Be Okay

Ignore him. 
Don't reply to his texts. Don't answer his calls. Don't text him. Delete his number. Don't check his statuses. Don't check if he's in a relationship. Don't enable notifications from him. Unfriend him. Don't look at him from across the hall. Don't ask his friends how he is. I know it might be hard. But eventually you'll forget him. 
And you can be okay again.

Good Girl

Every girl wants a bad boy who will be good just for her. And every boy wants a good girl who will be bad just for him

Him

What's on your mind?
Him.

tomorrow

Think about how far you've come today, and how far you'll go tomorrow 

Trying

It's hard for me, but believe me, I'm trying 

Hope

Dear God, 
I 've tried my best, but today I lost hope. Please tell me your plans are better than my dreams. Cuz I don't know what to do anymore. 

Disappointed

I don't expect anything from you...but every time I still get disappointed 
I hate feeling jealous 

Dessert

I like running because I really really really really really really really like dessert

Better Person

I think I like who I am becoming.
#youmakemeabetterperson

First Place

When you feel like quitting, think about why you started this in the first place 

Lose

The moment you stop believing is the moment you lose 

You

I realized I was lying when I said I didn't need you 

Tumblr

I have become sufficiently weirder and more awkward since joining Tumblr 

Change

All we've got now is a bunch of memories we wish we could change 

Burn

You're a time bomb baby, and I'm not going to be around to see you burn 

Less

I may hate you, but I will never love you less 

Need

People don't always get what they want, but if you are lucky enough then you get what you need 

Math

Mom: Are you taking any foreign languages this year?
.Me: ...Math 

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Love Again

We're not broken, we're just bent, 
and we can learn to love again 
And I am terrified of being alone 

numb

I'm not even angry or upset anymore. I'm just kind of numb

Hurt

When I get hurt, something inside me just shuts down 

Waiting

I miss you a lot...but I think I'm done waiting

Jealous

Yes. I'm jealous. 
Why? 
Because she's beautiful, 
and I'm...well...
Me

Hear You

My mom likes to play this game called, "Yell at me from four rooms away, then get mad when I can't hear you"

Having You

I really hate the idea of anyone else having you 

Satisfaction

Wake up with the determination to go to bed with satisfaction  

Gum

The real danger in chewing gum at school isn't getting caught by your teacher, it's getting caught by your friends 

Never Mind

And I wish I would have just told you "never mind..."

Breathe

There are dozens of people who will take your breath away, but the one that reminds you to breathe is the one you should keep around 

Lose You

I'd rather be alone then lose you again 

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Fish

I got a new fish today, but he'll never compare to you Alejandro<3

Friday, April 5, 2013

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Home

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? 
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home 

First Time

Giving him another chance was like giving him a bullet because he missed me the first time

Save

I just need to stop talking to you, 
So we don't end as strangers, 
I just want to save this while there's still something left to save 

KNow You

You are loved so much by a person who is dying to know you 

Wonderful

I'm so glad the winter is finally going away. 
And it is takeing all the memories of you, and me. And us together. 
Everything that happened over these last four months is gone. 
Springs a new beginning, and it will be wonderful<3

Who do

People who don't know what they're doing should stay out of the way of people who do 

Hear

You don't love someone because of their money, or clothes, or money, you love them because they sing a song only you can hear

Beautiful

"Beautiful "
I'm not sure what it really is, or what it means. All I know is I want it badly 

Risk

If you're not willing to risk it all, then you don't want it bad enough 

Supposed To Do

Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know you were supposed to do.

Gift

But in reality, each day is a gift, not a given right 

Knew Eachothr

And now we're like strangers who once knew each other very well 

Unfinished

You and I will always be unfinished business 

Music

I don't think I'll love anything as much as I love music<3
Damm, we're going to be weird adults 

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Bye..

We used to be so close. What are we now? Strangers. 
We used to be best friends. We used to talk every night. For hours. 
I could be myself around you, 
and you could be yourself around me
You were my crying shoulder. You would never leave me. 
Now I don't know who you are. 
You act different. You don't mean the things you say. 
I can't trust you anymore. 
You have new friends, and you barely even look my way.
What happened to best friends forever?
What about all our weird-a$$ conversations? 
And all the sleep overs? 
Track meets? Our gossip? Dances? 
It's not like we fought, or had some big fight. 
We just kind of faded to black. 
I will always, always be here. 
But things just aren't the same.
Goodbye best friend

Impress

Spend your life with people who make you happy, not who you have to constantly impress 

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Hug

Teenager Post #10899
I honestly love it when I haven't seen someone in a long time, and they yell my name and come running at me for a hug.

Breathless

I dreamt of you last night, 
and that we kissed.
I know it wasn't real, 
But I still woke up breathless 

Monday, April 1, 2013

Heights

He wants to say I love you, 
but he keeps it to "goodnight"
because love will mean that I'm falling, 
and he know's I'm afraid of heights 

Together

I drop in the ocean, a change in the weather. I guess I've always hoped we'd end up together 
I can honestly say I have the most amazing best friend in the world<3