Thursday, September 27, 2012

If we have moved on, then why does it feel like I am loosing you all over again?

Would You?

If you were given the chance to do it all over again, would you?

Tonight

It's not over tonight...
Just give me a chance to make this right 
A Relationship is like a house, 
when a light bulb is out, you don't buy a new house, 
You fix the problem

With a Kiss

It started with a kiss, 
So how did we end like this?

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

I want a boy to tell me to 'calm down' when I am mad.
One that will tell me that I look beautiful when I'm in sweats. 
One that will go buy me Midol when I have cramps. 
One that will constantly remind me how important I am. 
One that when I say "I'm trying to lose weight" will put a box of chocolates in my locker with a note that says, "You're amazing the way you are."
One that I can have a real conversation with. 
One that will text me all day when I am sick.
One that loves my family as much as he loves me. 
One that protects me like a little sister.
But most importantly, one that even if we break up, will still love me, and care about me.

Cuz I was country when country wasn't cool<3

Have It Rough

You think you have it rough, but girl, you have no idea

No Idea

You have no idea.
You have no idea how much you ruined my day. 
You don't know how much you betrayed me by something so small
You have no idea how easily I can replace you with someone who cares

Best Friends?

Best friends????Hmmmmmmm, let's rethink this one

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Make Up

I'm sorry Miss, but you have a little face on that make-up

Confession #58

I miss you a little I guess you could say. A little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day 

Have the Texts

Is it wrong that I still have the texts?

Worth The Effort

He's tough, but he tries to hide it. He's difficult. But if you make an effort, he's worth it. He's worth the effort 

Send You Me

If kisses we raindrops, I'd send you a shower, 
If hugs were minutes, I'd give you an hour, 
If smiles were waves, I'd send you a see, 
and If love was a person, 
I'd send you me

Don't Want You To Hurt

Call me a sinner, 
Call me a saint, 
tell me it's over
I will still love you all the same. 
Call me your favorite, 
Call me the worst, 
Tell me it's over
I don't want you to hurt 

Deep Breath

So take a deep breath, 
Pick yourself up, 
Dust yourself off, 
and start all over again

1-13

hahah, found this online, thought I would try it:) Here are my answers! 

Name 13 People off the top of your head: 
1. Liam
2. Alivia
3. Lesley
4. Ally
5. Eva
6. Garrett
7. Marie
8. Kim
9. Lindsey 
10. Abbie
11. Taryn 
12. Jensen 
13. Dani 

How did you meet number 12?
Ummm, we have known eachother so long, :) I forgot

Would 11 and 2 make a good couple? 
LMAO!!!!! Ummmmmmm, not sure how to answer that one, 

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes.

Is 5 cute? 
Ohhh,, haha, Eva is just adorable;)

Something about number three?
She's my country gurll :) 

What would you do if number 6 confessed he/she liked you?
He's like my best guy friend. I would say nooooo wayyyy (Don't take that personally Garrett)

Fact about 8:
She talks really loud :)

Would you ever live with number 9?
Heck Yeah I would!!! Lindsey and I would be great roomies :)

Worst thing about number 10:
Well, she's my sister, so just in case mom sees this, Nothing!!! She's an angel!!! (cough cough, borrows my clothes and doesn't give them back) :)

Who's going out with number 13? 
Uhh, a guy:) Not sure on the name

What do you think about number one?
Well this is acko taco....I prefer not to answer that one :D 

Who's your favorite guy on the list?
Well, there are only two guys on the list, and one is a totally jack@$$, sooo, Garrett! 

Hahahahhahaha, well that was fun....and awkward:)


Stop Talking

When you start hanging out with your old friends and you are just like,  "D@MN!!! Why did we ever stop talking??" :D 

Self-Harm Awareness Day

On October 1st, 
Write the words "Keep Fighting" On your wrist, or wear orange to show your support to those who suffer from self-harm, and remind them that they are not alone. 

Repost, Reblog, Retweet, whatever. Get the word out! 


Go To Prison

If one day, everyone goes to prison for downloading music, I just hope that they split us up by the music genre

Makes Sense

I don't know if this makes sense, 
But you're my hallelujah 

Jealous

A Jealous girlfriend is a faithful girlfriend. If she isn't jealous when someone else has your attention, its because someone has hers.
Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness take away your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it is a beautiful place<3

Cross Paths

Can you just promise me that our paths will cross again?

Worst

Hope for the best, 
Prepare for the worst

It Matters

Maybe there is something you are afraid to say, 
or someone you're afraid to love, 
or somewhere you are afraid to go. 
Well, it's gonna hurt. 
It will hurt because it matters.

Getting older

Don't regret getting older. It is a privilege denied to many 

Love Again

I'd like to think that one day I could be someone you learn to love again

In his Eyes

I looked back in his eyes, and wished that things would be the same 

Left

I turned and left everything I loved....

Bargin For

I am more than you bargained for?

Welcome

Welcome to our society,
You will be judged on what you wear, 
What kind of music you listen to, 
What you look like, 
How you act, 
Who you hang out with, 
and every other imperfection about you. 
Hope you enjoy your stay 

Used To Be

I can't  eat. I can't sleep. I'm moody. I'm alone. I'm unhappy. I'm depressed. I'm not the girl I used to be 

Friday, September 21, 2012

Blown Away


I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most, 
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know so well

Silence

Never underestimate my silence for weakness. Nobody ever planned a murder out loud!

Looks Back

No one looks back on their life, and remembers the night's they had plenty of sleep 

Swear Words

You call them, "Swear Words," I call them, "Sentence Enhancers"

Same Sky

Strange to think that right now, you're miles and miles away from me, and all I have to do is look up and see the stars, and remember that you're looking at the same ones too...

Stupid Girl

I guess I am another stupid girl, crying over another stupid guy...

What If

You will always be my favorite "What if?"

Be There

I may not be there yet, but I am closer than I was yesterday 

Understand

When you are happy, you enjoy the music...
But when you are sad, you understand the lyrics 

Understand

When you are happy, you enjoy the music...
But when you are sad, you understand the lyrics 

Live While We're Young

Let's go 
Crazy, crazy, crazy, 
till we see the sun. 
I know we only met, 
but let's pretend it's love, 
And never never never 
stop for anyone, 
Tonight let's get some, 
and live while we're young<3

Flash Back:)

Girls go to college to get my knowledge, 
Boys go to Jupiter to get more stupider<3
Remember those days?:)

Dive

It doesn't matter how old you are, 
When you are playing balloon volleyball, 
And it's about to hit the floor
You dive for that sh*t

Love The Rain

You say you love the rain, but when it rains you walk under an umbrella. 
You say you love the sun, but when it is sunny, you put on sunglasses, 
You say you love the wind, but when it comes, you close your windows...
That is why I am scared when you say you love  me

Street Light

I wish love was a street light. It would tell me either to, go ahead, slow down, or just plain stop

Give

Give, but don't let yourself be used. 
Love, but don't allow your heart to be misused, 
Trust, but don't be naive, 
Listen, but don't lose your own voice 

Crush

There was a boy who had a crush on a girl...he followed her around everywhere. 
One day, the girl noticed the guy and said, "Why do you keep following me?"
He said, "You're so pretty, and I think I am falling in love." 
"Well you haven't seen my best friend. She's right behind you, and much prettier than me." 
(Boy turns around.) "What? There is no one there! Are you making fun of me?" 
"No...But if you really loved me, you wouldn't have even looked.."

Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time, an angel fell in love with the devil...

On Purpose

I want someone who comes into my life on accident, but stays on purpose

Come At Me

How did you get that scar? 

Well....I was like "Come at me bro!" and...well...he did..

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Imagine:)))

Imagine: <3

Niall Hornan: 
You come home to him playing the guitar. "Is that a new song?" You ask. He nods. "What's it about?" 
"You" he answers

Zayn Malik: 
"Ever get nervous performing?" You ask Zayn. "Only when I perform for you"   "Why?" "Because your opinion is the only one that matters," he smiles, and pulls you into a hug

Harry Styles: 
You and Harry are going to the VMA's red carpet. "What should I wear?" You ask. He smiles, "Doesn't matter, anything looks good on you"

Liam Payne 
"Does this make me look fat?" You ask Liam and spin around. "No because you have to BE fat to look fat. And you are perfect." 

Louis Tomlinson
Ate carrots with you:)

We can only imagine<3

....And right now, I am supposed to be doing home work..

Make Mistakes

I don't make mistakes....I date them 

Sweet:)

Kara, a seven year old girl liked the boy named Will.
 Will never spoke to her, but either way, she said hi everyday. 
Day after day, she said hi, with hope that he would say something back. 
He never did. 
Then when Kara was 14, she approached him,
"I have known you for seven years, and you never talk to me, even though I talk to you, Why?"
He didn't answer, he just shrugged and walked away.
At the age of 16, little Kara decided to move on. 
She was hurt by Will and needed fixed. 
She went to Stephen, another guy she's known for a while. 
They went out, held hands, and laughed all the time. 
She was 18 when Will watched her get shot....
Later, they waited at the hospital, 
but Stephen left. 
Will stayed the entire time. 
They took five hours to finish her serjury. 
When they were done, he walked in.
She looked shocked and asked where Stephen was/ 
"He left..." Will whispered
"Then why didn't you?" 
"You waited for me for 11 years..." Kara looked up while he was talking with tears in her eyes, 
"I'm not letting you wait any longer.." He whispered

Choose Carefully

You become like the five people you spend the most time with...Choose them carefully...

Doubt

Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will....

Starts With The Decision

Every success starts with the decision to try 

To Jensen:

This is just for my lovely, giggly, best friend Jensen Sue:) 
"Sup fishes?"

Silence

The silence between us hurts, I won't lie...
But its a whole lot better than listening to your bullsh*t

Not Sorry

Forgive them, even if they aren't sorry 

Not Worth It

Don't make promises when you are happy. 
Don't reply when you are angry, 
Don't decide when you're sad...
#Notworthit...won'tlast

Not Knowing

Somtimes it is better not to know what people are talking about, 
rather than know the truth and have it silently kill you 

Broke My Heart

You broke my heart. 
Ruined my life.
And make me cry every night. 
Proud of yourself?

Mad At Me?

"Are you still mad at me?" 
"No." 
"Are you sure?" 
"I never was."
"Then what were you?" 
"Hurt."

Monday, September 17, 2012

Thousands

Having a thousand friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is if you have one amazing friend that will stand by you when thousands are against you

Walk Away

Strong enough to walk away...But weak enough to look back...

Dear Guys,

Dear Guys, 
Getting a lot of girls isn't something to be proud of. Keeping ONE is

Single?

You're single? BAHAHAHAHAHAHHABAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!........me too

Her Heart

Touch her heart. Not her body. Steal her attention, not her innocence. Make her smile. Not cry

As a Friend

I looked at him as a friend, then a lightbulb went off, and I suddenly saw you as something more 

Lose You

I can't lose you like I have lost everyone else 

My Heart

Sometimes, my heart just can't handle being, "Just friends"

Version of Flirting

My version of 'flirting' is staring at someone, and hoping they are braver/less socially awkward than me:)

First

Maybe I am too late to be your first...But right now, I am prepared to be your last 

Miss Ya

Can't lie...I will miss you

Why Cheat?

Why cheat? If you aren't happy, then just leave

Protective Parents

Protective parents create sneaky kids:)

Liars

She's a liar, and so are you. She just learned to play your game better than you

Bad Relationship

I am one bad relationship away from having to buy a cat

Feelings

There is a new STD...its called feelings...Don't catch that crap 

Summer:(

Hair gets lighter. Skin gets darker. Water gets warmer. Drinks get cooler. Music gets louder. Nights gets longer. Life Gets better<3

...Man I miss summer</3

World Wanting Love

In a world where everyone wants love, its amazing how many people are hurting 

One Mistake

I'm broken. You're fine. You're hers. Not mine. Feelings fade. Hearts break. All because of one mistake 

Won't Let Her

A girl can do anything on her own, but a good boy won't let her 

My Bed

I love my relationship with my bed. No commitment needed, we just sleep together every night 

Strong Boy

It takes a strong boy to admit that he is wrong, but only real guys will forget their pride, and get on their knees begging for forgiveness 

PMS

I have PMS and a GPS, which means I am a B*tch, and I will find you

Rake and Shovel

This is a rake and shovel conversation. We don't need a hoe

Can Kiss

A pretty girl can kiss a guy, 
A bird can kiss a butterfly, 
The rising sun can kiss the grass, 
But you my friend, 
May kiss my a$$

Karma Cafe

Welcome to the Karma Cafe'
No menu. 
You get served what you deserve 
Athazagoraphobia~
The fear of forgetting, being forgotten, or replaced 

Truth

Truth is: 
If I could be with anyone, 
it would still be you 

Gone

I want someone to remember me when I am gone

Lies

What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies, and never feel bad about it...

Fairytale

Even the thought of me and you together makes my world seem like a fairytale 

My Pain

I wish I could give you my pain for just a moment, 
Not to hurt you, 
But so you can finally understand how
Much you hurt me 

Used To It

I've been replaced, lied to, cheated on, forgotten, and treated like I am worthless...But you know what? I'm used to it

Dear Diary,

Dear Diary, 
I want to mean something to someone....

Respect

Respect me. Treat me like you would want a boy to treat your sister. Betcha didn't think about that? Would it hurt to see your sister cry like this? I thought so, I have a brother too. Think about him. 

Flash

Someday your life will flash before your eyes...Make sure its something you are going to want to see

Story

Make your life a story worth telling 

Never See

I will love you if I never see you again, 
and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday, 
It doesn't matter baby

Not...

Not pretty enough, 
Not skinny enough, 
Not good enough, 
Not smart enough, 
Not talented enough, 
Not popular enough, 
That's what is on my mind...every. single. day 

Much It Hurts

Forget how much it hurts, and try again

Heart Has Been Broken

I want someone who's heart has been broken, and they know how that feels, so they won't break mine...

Flying North

I saw a flock of birds flying North today and realized, 
if they can move on after summer, 
so can I...

things that suck

*When people won't text you back
*Canceled plans
*Rainy days when you're sad
*Loosing friends, 
*Missing someone
*Loving someone who doesn't love you back
*Change
*When you can't fall asleep
*Itchy Bug bites, 
*regrets
*Crying
*feeling worthless
*When no one understands
*Over thinking
*When a store doesn't have something in your size
*Bad grades
*Not having enough money
*Not being good enough
*When people yell at you
*Lies
*When food stops tasting good
*Broken promises...
*Being lonely 

Looking

I am looking for love. 
Real love. Ridiculous, 
inconvenient,  consuming, 
can't live with out eachother love 

From the Start

I wish you told me from the start that you would only break my heart

Let Him Go

Sometimes there is someone that comes into your life, and everything changes. Raises standards, makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you. There is something about him, that you can put into words, even though he broke your heart, and even though you're not with him, you don't want to let him go..

Just A Girl

I'm just a girl. 
I love being called pretty, but I will never believe it, 
I'm not always right, but I hate admitting that I am wrong,
I am always smiling, but half the time is isn't real, 
I can be read like an open book, but I hide so many things...
I work hard at things, and still don't get what I deserve, 
I love with my whole heart, and it still gets broken everytime....
I am just a girl 

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Those Fights?

Remember all those fights we used to have about who loved eachother more??? Yeah...i guess I won...

Friday, September 14, 2012

...

I drink coffee like water, 
and I still don't know what to say.
I don't know how to get out of bed half the time, 
It isn't pretty.
I whisper secrets, 
I am still looking to be saved, 
I am so weak, 
and I am so strong,
here you go, I'll give you everything,
for one more chance, 
my heart is ugly, 
But it could be all yours 

4:37

It's about 4:37am, 
and I woke up with a pain in my chest, 
and I can't tell if it is heart burn, 
or the emptiness coming back, 
But it's late, 
and I have to be up soon, 
so I'll go back to sleep, 
Wish you were here. 
I'm sorry things changed 

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Few Minutes Late

I am a few minutes late to class, please, stare at me like I murdered someone 

CheeseStick

Dad: Like a cheese stick!
Teen: No dad! It's like a G6

Your Ten?

Ok, so you're ten, and you have a blackberry, a laptop, and an iPad....
That's cool...When I was ten, I had a Barbie doll, and a handful a plastic jewelry 

When I Least Deserve It

Love me when I least deserve it, because that is when I really need it

This Question

Ask yourself this question: 
"Will it matter a year from now?"

Golden Rule

The Golden Rule of Volleyball applies to all of life: 
Don't call mine unless you're sure it is 

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

9/11

Today is the 11th annaversery of the terror attacks on the World Trade Centers....Please pray for the families of all those who loat their lives, an for the emergencey responders for thwir absoulte bravery....#heartbroken
Never Forget

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Visit

It's ok to visit Memory lane...Just don't live there.

The Beginning

I could follow you to the beginning, just to relive the start. Maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all our favorite parts 

Rough Day

Having a rough day? 
Place your hand over your heart. 
Feel that? 
That's called a purpose. 
You're alive for a reason. 
Don't give up.

Bits and Pieces

It may be in bits and pieces, but I gave you then best of me.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Home Alone

Home alone. Standing on a chair, trying to smash the spider. #Noootttttttfunn

Say Goodbye

Don't say goodbye because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting 

How Much More

When you sit and wonder how much more you can take 

Always Be There

I will always be there for people, because I know how it feels to be alone 

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Us or Them

You can't have both worlds honey. Its us or them. There's no "both"

Two Facebooks

Some people need to have two facebooks. One for each face..

Fake

Fake seems to be a new trend now...And look! Everyone is in style.