Sunday, March 31, 2013

Goodbye

And he's shooting hoops.
Trying to get his mind off the fact that he lost her. he an't believe he broke her heart. He lost the girl that'd give up everything to be anything in his life. He throws the ball into the grass and runs inside. he goes to the bathroom and cries. He lost her and there is no getting her back. 

And she sits alone.
In her bathroom shower on drowning out her cries. She can't believe they're finally over. and from now on, he won't be the one to text her first anymore. She cries, thinking she'll never find anyone better. She lost the one that she'd go to the end of the world just to smile. And now, she realizes every hello ends with a goodbye 

Eyes

Tell him I hate him. 
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life with out me. 
Tell him he means nothing to me. 
Just don't tell him I said all these things with tears in my eyes 

Happy Endings

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. 
If a guy punches you, he likes you. 
Never try to trim your own bangs, 
and someday you will meet a wonderful boy, 
and get your very own happy ending. 
Every movie we see, every story we're told
implores us to wait for it, 
the twist that changes everything, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. 
But sometimes we're so focused on the ending we don't learn how to read the signs
How to tell from the once who want us, 
and the ones who don't/
The ones who will stay, and the ones who will leave.
And maybe, just maybe, you're happy ending doesn't include a boy. 
Maybe you're happy by yourself. 
It's you, on your own, picking up the pieces, and starting over fresh. 
freeing yourself up for something better in the future. 
Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. 
Or maybe the happy ending is knowing that after all the unreturned phone calls, 
broken hearts, 
through the blunders, and misread signals, 
through all the pain and embarrassment, 
you. never. gave. up. hope. 
That's a happy ending if I've ever seen one 

Show

She loves him more than he'll ever know. 
He loves her more than he'll ever show.
Haters are my motivation 

Tuck Me Into Bed

Dear Mom, 
I know I can be a sucky daughter sometimes. I'm sorry for slamming all those doors, for yelling at you, for saying I want to leave, for fighting with you. Honestly? I hate being a teenager. I want to be your little girl again, and I want you to tuck me into bed at night..
Make them wonder why you're still smiling 

Best Friends

Once upon a time, you and I were best friends. And that means whenever you need me, I'm here. Anytime, anywhere, any place. Forever. 

Song

You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song 

Fighting

You can scream, cry, even break down in the middle of the bathroom floor. You can lock yourself in your room all night long, listen to music nonstop, even turn your headphones off for a little while. You can stop acting so strong all the time, and be easy on yourself for once. You can do what you have to do as long as you pick yourself back up, shake it off, and keep fighting<3

Time

Here's to the kids who wish they could turn back time 

Thinks of Him

She thinks back to an old memory. She closes her eyes and smiles. Just ask her if she thinks about him and she'll say every once in a while 

One Day

One day you will wake up, eat breakfast, take a shower, brush your teeth, go to school, eat lunch, and come home. And you'll be able to do all that with out thinking of him

Time

She still loves you after all this time 

Tricks

Dear heart, 
I am sort of falling for this boy. Just to let you know, I'm relying on my brain this time. 
Sincerely,
I'm not falling for your dirty tricks 

Shreds

She is a stunner. 
She'll take your breath away before you even have a chance to introduce yourself. 
Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness. 
She's a fireball that people can barely handle, but you wouldn't stand a chance with her. 
She has a mind that could tear you to shreds. 

Yourself

Thinking too much of what others think eventually changes what you think about yourself 

Moved On

I didn't change. 
I'm still the same girl who sits around laughing at dumb things and walks around with a big smile one her face. You're just mad because I gave up on your bullsh/t, and don't give a damm anymore. You're just mad I don't sit at home on a Friday night anymore wondering what you're doing and who you're with. You're just mad because I moved on

Bitter

And if you're in love then you're the lucky one, cause most of us are bitter over someone 

Post Limit

Him: You finally texted me
Me: Yeah, well I hit my post limit on tumblr so.....

Different

Last year at this time, it was so different 

Memories

You know it's over when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing right in front of you 

Cared

One day, you'll realize how much I cared 

Rains

I believe in the Sun, even when it rains 

Most

Those who are the hardest to love need it the most 

Personality

I'm sorry, but you can not photoshop your horribl personality 
...no make up in the world will cover up a ugly heart 

Jenna Marbles

"So you're the father! Somebody always is!" 

"I like the velcoraptor, because you can gently bite or claw them." 

"Desperate House Wives, drink every time someone's a b/tch! .....and I'm drunk"

"You and me microwave, till death to we part"

"Some flippy-flopys." 

"What if they have no stairs? Or chairs? What if I want to clean something? Or wrap something? Or play basketball? Or have a disco party?"  --Jenna Marbles 


What would my life be with out Jenna Marbles?

Roses

Because they were all roses, and I was just a dandelion 

Saturday, March 30, 2013

AwKwArD

Sometimes when you're awkward, you do really awkward things 

Same

Do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same?

Friends

We used to talk like lovers in the middle of the night...Now we're hardly even friends 

Sunday

The best part of summer is that you don't care when it's Sunday 

Fast

Funny how fast you can get up in the morning when you realize you've over slept 

Friday, March 29, 2013

Inside Jokes

Inside jokes that only you and your best friends get.


-Team Awesomer than & Team Better than
-Are you expecting something exciting? or Big?

Bass

Sh/t I love #34: 
When the bass drops

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Love

If you're not willing to sound stupid, then you don't deserve to be in love 

Revenge

Some people call it taking shelter, 
she called it sweet revenge 

High School

I was really excited for highschool. Then we started planning it. And I realize it won't be the same as this year. We take classes that have to do with our future job. Heck, I don't even know what I want to be when I grow up, let alone which classes to take. I realized today that life is getting real. I am going to need to grow up...and I'm just not ready to do that

Grown Up

Geeze, who died and made you president of the track team?
#God,growup

Stares

I'm in an excellent mood, I could just climb stares all day!!

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Trying

I wish we could be best friends. 
But then I realize, it wouldn't even be worth trying 

Blog

My mom thinks my life isn't very busy. What she doesn't know, is in my room, I am listening to music, reading books, watching tv, daydreaming, thinking about boys, AND running a blog 

Strange

Isn't it strange that in a matter of seconds, you could only be a memory?

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

My Room

I can't take this long distance relationship. 

...fridge you're coming to my room 

Again

He's the beautiful smile, 
He's a horrible goodbye, 
And I just can't tell you why I let him break my heart again 

Water

Water you drinking?

haha, get it? What- r you drinking?

Mine

Sometimes all I can do is cry, because I'll always be yours, but you'll never be mine 

Nothing

A best friend is there for you when you have nothing. They're there when you feel like nothing 

Body

The best way to get a perfect bikini body???
Put on a bikini. 

Running To

It's not who you're running away from, it's who you're running to
...and I fell for you really fast 

Push

Please don't let me push you away 

Tumblr

I feel so popular on tumblr when more people are following me than I follow other people

Monday, March 25, 2013

Intorduce

When you walk up to opportunities door, don't knock. Kick that b-tch in and introduce yourself 

Fish Bowl

He was my best friend, it was like losing my best friend...
RIP Alejandro, keep swimming in the big fish bowl in the sky<3

Snow

It's spring. Go home snow, you're drunk

Friday, March 15, 2013

Heart

Maybe all her friends told her "Don't get closer, he'll only break your heart"

Feelings Show

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show, and I thought being strong meant never losing your self control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to he// with my pride, let it fall like rain

Your Heart

Promise you'll never forget all the time we spent together. Promise no one will take my place in your heart 

Life

The oldest story in the world, you turn 18, and you're planning for 'someday', and then quietly, with out really ever noticing it, you realize that someday is yesterday, someday is today, someday is tomorrow. This is your life, now.

Wrong Time

We met at the wrong time. That's what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day, years from now we'll meet in a coffee shop, in a far off city somewhere, and we could give it another shot 

Scared

And her very first true love is holding her close, and for a moment, she isn't scared 

Days

Because of you, I find beauty in the ugliest days 

Embarrass

You are my best friend, therefore it is my job to embarrass you 

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Music

Music is my shinning light, my favorite thing in the whole world, to get me to stop for one minute would be really hard 

Funny

Playing with someone's heart isn't funny at all
Game over. I lose 

Held Inside

I wish I could go back and say all the things I held inside 

Smoke Them

The most attractive part about smoking cigarettes, is the part where you don't smoke them 

Back

Truth is, I don't know what was going on between us. All I know is I want it back. 

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Kiss Me

Am I the only person who wants a guy to look at me and say: 
"Shut up and kiss me"

Play Again

Let's play this game again. 
This time I want to be player one, and you can be player two. This time you'll see all the he// that you had put me through 

Phone

You know you've found your best friends when they will dig through the trash with you, just to find your phone
I love you guys so freaking much<3

Monday, March 11, 2013

Dreamer

Them: Are you an idiot?
Me: No sir, I am just a dreamer 

Beautiful

Be soft, 
Don't let the world make you hard, 
Don't let the pain make you hate,
Do not let the 
bitterness 
steal your 
sweetness
Take pride 
that even though
the rest of the world
may disagree
you still believe 
that life is a beautiful thing

Live For

The more you think about how terrible your life is, the more you forget how much you still have to live for 

Didn't show

What do you do when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know? 
What do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didn't show?

Hurt

Him: Stop playing hard to get
Me: I'm not playing hard to get, I'm trying not to get hurt 

Fix

It's the sort of tired that sleep won't fix 

Better

Personally, I feel Romeo and Juliet could have handled the situation better 

Plot Twist

Plot Twist: Flow from Progressive is in a relationship with Jake from Statefarm 
Extra Plot Twist: Their child is Mayhem from Allstate 

Smile Again

It doesn't matter who hurt you, or broke you down. What matters is who made you smile again 

Made It

Maybe not today, or even tomorrow, but eventually, things will turn up, you will get better, and be able to look back and say: "I made it"

Good Luck

I hope you never hurt anyone the way you've hurt me. Goodbye&Good luck 

Worth Making

Living might mean taking chances, but their worth taking. 
Loving might be a mistake, but it's worth making 

Anyone Else

Forget about your friends, you know they're going to say we're bad for each other, nut we ain't good for anyone else 

More

How do you expect us to be "just friends" when all I'm ever going to want is more

See Me Cry

Now, I  have this condition, and I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart, but no matter what you'll never see me cry 

Fall

That truth hurts and those lies heal, and you can't sleep at night thinking that he lies sill, so you cry still, tears fall in the pillow case 

Mess You up

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest, and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you, and mess you up

Smoke

Took  a match to everything he ever wrote, watched his words go up in smoke 

Music

Keep listening to music. It will get you through anything. I promise you. 

Forgotten

Dear Jensooon, 
I probably don't say this as much as I should, 
But thank you for making me laugh when I had almost forgotten how to<3

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Movies

It wasn't like it is in the movies. 
We didn't have some big fight that went until 3am, 
We both went to bed around 10 that night, 
He didn't try to stop me, 
He said "Do what you have to do",
I didn't burst into tears and cry the whole next day, 
I cried for a minute, then stopped, 
He didn't cheat on me, 
That's not why we broke up. 
He hasn't come back for me, 
He probably never will.
It wasn't like in the movies, 
I didn't cry to my friends at school, and mope around like my life was over, 
I just held it in, and tried to heal my broken heart quietly 

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Hungary Caterpillar

It seems like when we were little everyone wanted to be a princess or ballerina, but I wanted to be the Very Hungary Caterpillar. Cause, I don't know man, I just thought that eating heaps of food them turning into a butterfly was a career path I was interested in, and wanted to pursue 

Two

If you go before I do, I'm gunna tell the gravedigger that he'd better dig two

Ghost Dancing

There could be a ghost aggressively dancing beside you right now, and you'd have no idea

Losing It All

Today I realized that even though I'll never understand why any human being would do what he did to me, God gave me a second chance at life. And here I am taking it all for granted when I was so close to losing it all.

Know

So let's ignore each other, try to pretend the other person doesn't exist, but deep down we know know it wasn't supposed to end like this 

Challenge

Teacher: This is not a paper you can do the night before.
Me: Is that a challenge?

Pour Out The Rain

Daddy when we get to heaven can I taste the Milkyway? 
Are we going there to visit, or are we going there to stay? 
Am I gunna see my Grandpa? 
Can I get a pair of wing?
And do you think that God could use another angel to help pour out the rain?

Monday, March 4, 2013

Wonderful World

& I think to myself, what a wonderful world?

Life With You

Waiting is so hard, but I'll spend as much time alone as I have to if that means getting to spend the rest of my life with you 

Going With You

In a crazy world of choices, I only have a few. Either you're coming with me, or I'm going with you 

Unhappy

Don't you ever get tired of being unhappy?

Feel Right

That boy just has a way of making everything feel right 

Best Friends

I think I have finally found my best friends. 
I never really knew where I stood with people. 
But with them I do. 
I always felt like the odd one out. 
But with them, I don't.
We can laugh at nothing, 
or we can have 3am heart to hearts, 
it doesn't matter. 
I don't feel like I need to dress up to prove a point, 
I don't feel like I have to act a certain way, 
they love me for who I am, 
and that's more than I could ask for
I.love.you.guys<3

Story

Okay, if we get caught, here's the story

My Own

All I want is some food to call my own

#insidejokes

Laugh

Listening to someone laugh after they have been crying>>>>

Exist

The sad moment when you see someone you shared so many memories with, and you act like you don't even exist to eachother

Hurts

And the worst part is, you know this hurts me 

Faces

Making silly faces at your friends until they are forced to smile....or just get really p.oed...

Sunday, March 3, 2013

See Me?

The next time a stranger starts talking to me, I am going to stare at them, shocked, and whisper quietly, 
"You can see me?"

Lost Her

Her eyes don't light up when she hears your name anymore. She doesn't get the chills when you walk by her, and her heart doesn't race when you smile at her. Yo don't get to her like you used to. You're just a bad memory in the back of her mind. So don't be surprised next time you make your way past her and she doesn't even glance your way. And don't bother trying to talk to her, you won't et a response. She's over fighting the same losing battle. The saddest part is that you have no one to blame but yourself. She gave you every chance you could ask for, and you screwed up every time. Now she walks around with a smile on her face, and she laughs louder than ever before. Looks like you lost her bro.

Friends

We talked today for the first time in weeks, 
and I thought maybe someday soon, 
We could be friends again. 
And then I stopped being a fool, 
and realized I could never again be
friends with you 

Friends

We used to talk like lovers in the middle of the night, and now we're hardly even friends

Don't

So tell me darling, what hurts more, knowing that you should hate him, or knowing that you don't ?

Ever Again

Don't take this personally, but once I leave this town, I am never talking to any of you ever again

Same

Same bed, but it feels just a little bit bigger now. Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same 

Your Feet

But the good news is there's angels everywhere out on the street, holding out a hand to pull you back up on your feet 

Color

Soon I'll forget the color of your eyes, and you'll forget mine 

Out of Hand

Next time you're washing your hands next to somebody cup your hands under the tap until the water over flows, then look at them dramatically and saying "This water is getting out of hand", it's a guaranteed way to make friends. I've never tried it. But it's a guarantee 

Problems

Ever realize that in most classes the work is called questions, but in math they're called problems? That really says something 

Gone

But what's the use? 
It's gone. He's gone. Whatever existed between us is gone. I tell myself this ten times a day

Friday, March 1, 2013

Shoe

The other day Harry Styles got hit with a shoe in the middle of his concert. 
Good job Taylor Swift, way to take a break up

Twinkies

I love twinkies, and the reason I am saying this is because we were supposed to think of reasons to live 

English

Just remember if we get caught, you can't speak English, and I am deaf