Monday, May 27, 2013

Ending

Maybe it's not about the happy ending....
Maybe it's about the story...

Inspire

I want to inspire people. I want someone to look at me and say, "Because of you, I didn't give up"

Looking For

I want to be everything you didn't know you were looking for 

Anyway

I love you. I'm totally and completely in love with you. And I don't care if I am too late. I'm telling you anyway 

Again

The stupidest mistake in life is thinking that the person who hurt you won't hurt you again

This Way

Maybe everything was meant to be this way 

Default

It is impossible to live with out failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all- in which case you fail by default 

Having You

My stomach drops when I think of anyone else having you 

You

I miss having late night conversations with you 

Now

We used to talk for hours...look at us now.
I'm slowly giving up on you 

One Pencil

First day of school: 
30 pencils, 64 crayons, 10 pens, a ruler, 6 notebooks, a calculator, 200 note cards.
End of May: 
One pencil...conveniently out of lead 

Hate

I love making people who already hate me hate me more

Answer

Have you ever wanted to ask a question but you didn't because you knew in your heart that you wouldn't be able to handle the answer?

4 AM

You never really know someone until you talk to them at 4 am 

Hurt

Some people push people away because they don't want to get hurt. Some people push people away because they got hurt 

Could

Just when you think you know people, they disappoint you in ways you never thought they could

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Believe

Do you remember we were sitting out by the water, you saw me start to believe for the first time. You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter. You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Karaoke

Maybe the reason I haven't fallen in love yet is because I haven't gone to a New Year's Eve party and sung karaoke with a complete stranger..seemed to work with Troy and Gabriela 

Good Enough

...but when compared to you, I'm never good enough

Stumble

She completely fell for him, but he didn't even stumble

Said You Did

When things got hard you left, because it was easier for you to walk out than to stand by me and fight. I guess you never loved me like you said you did 

Everyday

It's really hard not talking to people you used to talk to everyday 

Happy

Happy has five letters. 
So does pizza.
This is no coincidence 
I miss how close we were 

Best Of Me

I don't have much to offer, but I can promise to give you the best of me

Broken Heart

February I fell in love with you
March I thought you loved me too
April things began to fall apart
Now May's here, and I'm left with a broken heart 

Remarkable

What's the point of being alive if you don't at least attempt to do something remarkable 

Could Have Been

Don't waste time on what could have been 

Happy

No one really cares if you're miserable...so you might as well be happy 

Lasted

I still go to bed every night wondering what it would be like if you and I lasted 

Do Nothing

Character is how you treat someone who can do nothing for you 

Yourself

Darling the worlds not against you, the only thing against you is yourself 

Love

She was a smart girl until she fell in love 

Don't Say

Please understand...
If we ever see each other again, 
don't even say hello

Hold Your Hand

I want to know how it feels to hold your hand 

Wasted

I grew up and realized how much time I had wasted 

Performance

"Are you okay?" 
I'm acting like I'm okay, please don't ruin my performance 

Said

There's a big difference between what you said, and what you did.

Break You

Once you have been hurt it's like you're scared to get close again, because it seems like every person you meet will break your heart

Others

How to be happy: 
Stop comparing yourself to others 

Saturday

It's not who you want to spend Friday night with, its who you want to spend all of Saturday with 

Tumblr

Follow your heart.
Jk. Follow my Tumblr :)

Friday, May 24, 2013

Wrong Place

I'm in my bed, your in your bed...one of us is in the wrong place 

Thanks

To the girl who stood up for her younger sister today:
Thank you. You're so brave, and you show so much love for your sister. She is very lucky. Keep on doing what you're doing
I hate that I am still hoping 

Wasn't Me

He found what he was looking for, and I knew it wasn't me 

Heart

He chose her over me, and there's nothing I can do. I hope you two are happy, and I hope she breaks your heart 

Anyway

I'm not the best choice, and I'm probably not the right one, but I hope you choose me anyway 

Know

I really just want you to be happy. But if there is any way I can be that happiness, let me know 

Chance

Take every chance.
Drop every fear.

Paused

You're pretty special, I paused Temple Run for you 

Read

I wrote on the door of my heart: 
"Please don't enter"
But love smiled and walked in saying: 
"Sorry I can't read"

Laugh

Everything is funnier when you can't laugh 

Take

You are the risk I will never hesitate to take 

Become

Let me ask you this, do you like the person you've become?

Wish

I'd rather look back at life and think "I can't believe I did that," then, "I wish I would have done that"
She needs more than a love song 

More

A thousand moments I took for granted, mainly because I thought there'd be a thousand more 

Puddles

I would cross oceans for people who wouldn't even jump puddles for me 

Sailor

A smooth sea never made a strong sailor 

Sad

It makes me really sad to think that a T-Rex will never be able to hold an umbrella 

Loved You

I hope you wake up and it suddenly hits you, there isn't anyone who loved you as much as I loved you 

Law

"You're here to learn." 

...No. I'm here because its the law 

Telling

Make your life a story worth telling 

Cup

We all have that one cup in our house that is somehow better than the others

Stranger

From a stranger to someone I can't stop thinking about 

Run Away

Drapetomania 
the over whelming urge to run away 

Benefit of the Doubt

I gave you all the benefits of every doubt I had 

Know Them

Everyone seems normal until you get to know them 

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

I dream entirely too much 

Stranger

A stranger is in my dreams, and I am waiting for the day when he's not a stranger 

The End

The bitter sweet feeling when you read: 
The End

Let Go

Some people come into your life just to teach you how to let go 

Tumblr

Facebook is where you lie to your friends, Tumblr is where you're honest to strangers

Having

It's better to dream of something you may never have, than lose something you've always dreamed of having 

Pretend

Sometimes you just meet a person, and you click. You're comfortable with them, and you don't have to pretend to be anyone, or anything 

Replaced

Some times it really feels like the old days. When you and me were best friends. When we were inseparable. I'd trust you with my life. It was you and me against the world. When nothing could tear us apart. And then other days I can see the truth. In only a few short years, I've been replaced 

Back

Don't take some one for granted every time you push them away, because one day they won't come running back

Give Up

One of the hardest things in life is trying to decide if you should give up or try harder
You dig?

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Sears

Billy broke my heart at Walgreens and I cried all the way to Sears 

Gains Weight

Loses phone*Loses friends*Loses bobby pins*Loses internet connection*Loses phone*Gains weight

Heads Up

"Just a heads up champ!"
Courtesy of my lovely friend, Madi Gorsh 

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Life

Don't you dare give up on this life. 
Not tonight.
                 Not tomorrow. 
                                    Not ever 

Survive

No matter how good or bad your life is, wake up each day and be thankful for life. Some one somewhere is fighting to survive 

Listener

God is the best listener, and you don't need to shout, or cry, because he hears even the very silent prayer of a sincere heart 

Everything

You may not believe me, but I gave you everything I had 

Gold

You always had an eye for things that glittered, but I was far from gold 

Fall

Was it fun to watch me fall apart?

Forget

The best way to get even is to forget 

Forever

And all I kept thinking over and over was: You can't live forever, you can't live forever 

They Do

Maybe my words won't help you. But I will still speak them incase they do 

Weirdest

Our generation will be the weirdest Grandparents 

Happy

I wanted you to know that when I do picture myself happy, it's with you 

For A Change

Some nights I wish that this all would end, cause I could use some friends for a change 
If you had a choice would it ever be me?

Friends

Let him rip your heart into little tiny pieces, let him destroy who you thought you were, and then ask if you can still be friends

Walked In

Once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive, you won't even be sure if the storm is really. But one thing will be certain, when you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in

Don't Like

We buy things we don't want with money we don't have to impress people we don't like 

Destroy

That's what happens when you let people in, and they destroy you

Look At Me

If I told you all my secrets you'd never look at me the same 

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Off A Cliff

Row row row your boat gently off a cliff

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Grandpa.
Would have been you and Grandma's 50th anniversary today. 
If only you could see me now
I love you, and I miss you. 

#gonebutneverforgotten

Regret

Regret is like a fifty pound weight in your heart.

Monday, May 13, 2013

Close


Just two months ago we were so close. 
I told you everything. 
Everything. 
You knew my ugliest side, and you put up with it. 
You weren't afraid to challenge me, 
and I wasn't scared to hurt your feelings, 
because I know you have a 2 second rebound rate.
It felt like our friendship can last through anything. 
But it didn't.
Rumors can destroy the best of friends.
We stopped talking.
That is not okay with me.

Sorry

I'm so sorry that this is how things turned out...

Love

From friends to lovers to absolutely nothing, but complete strangers who were once very much in love...
You win, I miss you 

Tumblr

Sometimes I want to send you a link to my Tumblr, and just be like "This is how I feel, this is what you do to me"

You

I can talk to hundreds of people in one day, but none of them compare to the smile you can give me in a minute 

End of The Day

Maybe you just have to live for the small things like being called pretty or someone picking up a pen you dropped, or laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Maybe that's all that really matters at the end of the day 

Barely Talk

Does it bother you that we barely ever talk? or is it just me?

Smiling

Make them wonder why you're still smiling 

Best Friends

It's cute when couples act like best friends 

Change

It's the past that you're dying to change 

Forever

You can't  deny your feelings forever 

Win

This is a war I can't win
Really heart, we're going to do that again?

Broken

Maybe it's just that beautiful things are so easily broken in this world

You

It stinks having a beautiful best friend, she's perfect, all the guys lover her, and you're just you 

Lonely

You aren't crazy, you're just lonely, and loneliness is one heck of a drug 

Price

Nowadays people know the price of everything, and the value of nothing 

Dates

The main difference between me and a calendar is that a calendar actually has dates 

Falls Down

The first to help you up are the ones who knowhow it feels to fall down 

Fit in

Some people will never fit into your life, not matter how badly you want them too 

Back To Sleep

Do you ever just wake up, and go "nope", and roll over and go back to sleep. 

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Friday, May 3, 2013

Doing

People who don't know what they're doing shouldn't stand in the way of people who do 

Learn

And now it's 3 am, you're crying on the curb, 
if you've never scraped your knee, how are you ever gunna learn?

Mind

Everybody seems to wonder why I go back to him, but I don't mind 

You

4am, and the only thin I crave is you 

Mad

I'm pretty much dangerous when I'm mad 

Poem

A Six Word Poem
By: Ellie Anne 

He is all I think about 

Used To Be

I know it's hard for you, but you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to the way they used to be 

Woke Up

Why did you stop dreaming when you woke up?

Trusted

You showed me why people can't be trusted 

Chance

If you get a chance, take it,
If it changes your life, let it

Lap top

I don't understand how my room gets so messy. I literally sit in one spot with my laptop all day 

Broken

Take me to a place where the doors are open, a lovely little place where no one's broken 

Blind

If everyone in the world was blind, how many people would you impress?
Sometimes, I still need you 

Coming

Romans 8:18
The pain that you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that's coming 

Midnight

Every Cinderella has her midnight 

Don't Want

No relationship is ever a waste of your time. If it didn't bring you what you want, it taught you what you don't want 

There's That

I could have done my homework last night. But I also could have committed murder. I didn't, so there's that.

All Her Love

She'd better hold him tight, and give her all her love, look in those beautiful eyes, and know she's lucky cause he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar, the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Madison Square

You picked a rose garden over Madison Square, 
and it took some time but I think you've got it right 

Disappointed

I think that the worst thing I can possibly hear from my parents is "You disappointed us."
I don't know why, but that one always stings the most 

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Couldn't Say

When I say "I like you"
He smiles and looks away, 
Maybe that smile was something he couldn't say 

Cool

You don't have to keep me falling like this, but it'd sure be cool if you did.

Good Love

To Whom It May Concern: 
Good love will find you someday. But if you keep looking for it, it'll only keep you waiting. Til then, live well. Live happy. Live Free 

Such Thing

We're just friends
Honey, there's no such thing 

Fighting

I'm no quitter, 
but I'm tired of fighting 

Shake It

Buddy, unless you look like Luke Bryan don't expect me to shake it for you 
I knew I was in trouble the day I met you boy.

Who You Are

It's all about the stupid things you did growing up, and you're still doing them. But you know, you learn from them, and they make you who you are 

Loved You

Someday I will find someone who will love me the way I loved you 

Stay

I'm sorry for being stupid and not knowing what to say to make you stay 

Radio

When the lights go down, 
when you're stuck here in this town with no where to go,
your escape is the radio

Rains

I hope it rains, I hope it pours. I hope she's in heels, and some little white shorts. You can't find the keys to unlock the door, and I hope it rains 

Gone

Ain't going to beg you to stay, Ain't going to ask whats wrong. Ain't no reason running after something already gone 

Fence

I was raised off Rural Route Three, 
out past where the blacktop ends. 
We'd go to church every Sunday, and race barefoot to the neighbors fence

Far Away

Losing you wouldn't be so hard if Heaven weren't so far away 

Matter

Ten years from now, none of this will matter 
Drown in hope rather than float into nothing 

Space

I heard you got yourself a date already. Funny, thought you needed your space just five nights ago 

Pray

I'm begging for forgiveness, I wanna make a difference, even in the smallest way.
I'm only one person, but I can feel it working.
I believe in better days, that's why I pray 

Be Myself

You're my escape when I'm stuck in a small town, I turn to you whenever I feel down. You let me know like no one else that it's okay to be myself 

Last Summer

Keep on moving like we did last summer, 
where the grass was greener, and your hair was longer 

Advice

Mama always told me I should play nice, 
she didn't know you when she game me this advice 

Prayer

The world's so big, it can break your heart.
You just want to help, but you're not sure where to start
So you close your eyes, and send a prayer into the dark

Left A Mark

I was here, I'm alive. I did more than survive. Changed a life, touched a heart, took a stand, left a mark 

Save

I'm not upset because our relationship is dying. I'm just upset because you're not doing anything to save it 

Need Them Back

Love the people God gave you because one day he will need them back 
#Imissyou

Little Things

Little moments hit the hardest. Little things sting the most. Little things change a person 

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Ruthless

Love is a ruthless game unless you play it good and right 

Past

And suddenly I became part of your past. I'm becoming the part that don't last 

Bored

You don't miss me. You're just bored 

Stare

The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole life fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly 
Trust is the easiest thing to lose is trust 

Distance

At the same time, you have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you; too far and they abandon you.

Get By

Close your eyes and pretend it's all a bad dream. That's how I get by

Liked You

Never introduce your friends to one another because they end up liking each other more than they ever liked you 

Show

Don't tell people your dreams, 
Show them

Feel Bad

I don't understand how a person can tell you so many lies, and never feel bad about it 
Please don't get my hopes up 

Better

I tend to push people away because I think they deserve better 

Go

You were never supposed to mean this much to me, I was never supposed to fall so hard. But you know what? I did, and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like he// to let you go

Believe

When people put you down enough, you start to believe it. 

Confidence

The problem with the world is the intelligent people are full of doubts, while the stupid ones are full of confidence 

Grew Up

Once upon a time there was a happy little girl.
...then she grew up 

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Teacher's Advice

The best advice I have ever gotten from a teacher: 
"You need to smile more"

Princess

The little girl in me still wants to be a Disney Princess 
I hope she's worth it

Hurting Them Back

I don't know the actual meaning of maturity, 
but for me, maturity is when a person hurts you, 
and you try to understand their situation, 
rather than hurting them back 

Good Enough

Worst feeling in the world is when you did the best you could, and it's still not good enough 

Everytime

I'm just a girl...
I love being called pretty, but I'll never believe it,
I'm not always right, but I hate admitting I'm wrong, 
I am always smiling, but half the time it isn't real, 
I can be read like an open book, but I hide so many things, 
I work hard, and still don't get what I deserve,
I love with my whole heart, and it gets broken every time...

Looks Back

No one looks back on their life, and remembers the nights they had plenty of sleep 

Alone

I learned a lot about love when I was broken, I learned a lot about being a friend when I was alone 

Live

Jesus died for me, the least I can do is live for him 

One of the best

To: His current and future girlfriends: 
Realize a great guy when you have him. 
Because trust me, he's one of the best.....

Visit

It's okay to visit Memory Lane...you just can't live there 

More Time

Have enough courage to trust love one more time 

Kiss Me

I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried

Looking For

The more that I look around the more I realize you're all I'm looking for

Scares Me

I don't think I'm good enough for anyone, and that really scares me 

Almost Lovers

I never want to see you unhappy, 
I thought you'd want the same for me, 
Good bye my almost lover, 
Should have known you'd bring me heart ache, 
Almost lovers always do....

Grow Up

Soda becomes alcohol,
Bikes become cars,
Kisses become making ou,
Remember when Dad's shoulders were the highest place on Earth?
And your Mom was your hero?
Race issues were about who ran the fastest,
and war was only a card game,
The most pain you felt was skinned knees,
and goobyes only mean until tomorrow.

And we couldn't wait to grow up.

Everywhere

I couldn't see you when you were here, 
and now that you're gone, I see you everywhere 

Thousand Friends

Having a thousand friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is if you have one friend that will stand by you when thousands are against you. 

Win This Fight

Hush little baby, don't you cry, 
Don't push me away, don't say goodbye, 
Keep on smiling, and look in to the light, 
I know it's hard, but you'll win this fight♥

Loved Most

And when the angels ask me what I loved most about life, I will tell them you.
I guess I grew up...

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Sorry.


Thankful

I am thankful for the taxes I have to pay, 
because it means I'm employed.
The clothes that fit a little too snuggly, 
because it means I have enough to eat. 
My shadow who watches me when I work,
because it means I'm in the sunshine. 
A lawn that has to be mowed, 
windows that have to be washed, 
and gutters that need fixing because 
it means I have a home. 
All the complaining I hear about the government, 
because it means I have the freedom of speech. 
The girl in front of me in choir, who sings off key, 
because it means I can hear. 
The huge pile of laundry that I need to do, 
because it means my loved ones are here. 
The alarm that goes off in the early morning, 
because it means I am alive. 
I am thankful for all of these things 

See

I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see 

With You

You know I'd fall apart with out you, 
I don't know how you do what you do, 
Cause everything that don't make sense about me, 
Makes sense when I'm with you 

Alone

I was afraid to be alone. 
Now I'm scared that's how I'd like to be 

Talking

So many friendships end in "We just stopped talking..."

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Bye Bye Small Town

I live in a town that everyone claims to hate, but never seems to leave. 
Yeah, well I'm here to prove that wrong. 
As soon as I can, I'm getting the he// away from here, and never looking back. 
Have nice lives sweeties XOXO

Rose

Seems like when ever I have a rose, all I feel are the thorns 

Rain


Cause every storm runs, runs out of rain
This song just felt right....
for a few reasons :) 

Walk

Born to fly, forced to walk 

Change

Last year, when the power went out at school, we held hands.
Now we can't even look each other in the eye...
Crazy how things change so fast 

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Be Here

Don't be surprised when one day I'm not here. I won't listen to your drama or rants anymore. I won't be there babe, and that's no one's fault but yours. You pushed me away, not the other way around 

Been There

We've all been there Woody, we've all been there. 


Push Around

So what made you think you could take a life and just push it around?
I guess to build yourself up so high, you have to take her, 
and break her down 

You On My Mind

I cannot go to the ocean, I cannot drive the streets at night, I cannot wake up in the morning, with out you on my mind 

Leaves

If you want to leave, you can.
I'll remember you though, I remember everyone that leaves 

Wound

I keep treating you like the bandage, when really, you are the wound 

Dragon Tails

*Find Genie*
Normal People: I wish I was rich, and famous, and married
Me: I wish I wish with all my heat to fly with dragons in a land apart

....if you don't know what that's from, I'm judging you. 
Dragon Tails<3

Membership

If Zombies ever attack, I'm just going to Sam's. They have concert walls, years of food, and best of all, the zombies can't get in with out a Sam's Club Membership

I have learned

Things I have learned from Middle School: 
-Text with out looking
-Sleep with out getting caught
-Teamwork on tests
-Lie through my teeth
-BS entire essay questions
-Trust no b/tch 
-And pull all nighters, and still pass a class 
#learnedalot
#importantskills 

Achieve

Homework? Decent Grades? Being on time?
The Bible said Adam and Eve, not Adam and Achieve..

Writer

If a write falls in love with you, you can never die<3

Paradise

Goodbye stranger, it's been nice, I hope you find your paradise

Yes

In a world full of "no"
I'm here to scream yes.

Worst Kind of Sad

I think the worst kind of sad is the kind you can't explain. You don't know why you're sad, but you are. You just feel like crying all the time, but you have no idea what to cry about. You just know it sucks 
Is it too late to go to Neverland?

You

And then you realize, 
He's laughing. 
He's smiling. 
He's Happy. 
And it's not because of you.

Love

You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy the person that you love 

M&M

Mini M&M's taste better than normal M&M's...don't even argue with me on this 

Be Felt

The thing about pain is that it demands to be felt 

Distance

You can't undo a fall like this, cause love don't know what distance is 

One Way

I'm booking myself a one way flight, 
I gotta get out of this town 

Quote Your Best Friend

Quote Your Best Friend: 
"Don't you worry, don't you worry, Ellie, see heaven's got a plan for you....laughs" 
....Ohhh, I love my Jensoon

Everything

It's hard to find the perfect time to say something that you know will change everything 

Rain

Every word, let it hurt, 
even more than I deserve. 
Let it come down on me, 
Let it rain 

Overthrown

I had it all then, 
I lost it on my own, 
I had a heart then, 
But the queen has been overthrown 

Walk In

And after two whole years, barely seeing each other, that boy is still the one I look for first when I walk in a room. 

Monday, April 15, 2013

We're at the beginning of the end.

Prayers

Prayers go out to the families who were effected in Boston today</3
Gone but never forgotten 

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Smiles

But my God it's beautiful when that boy smiles.

Deadly Sin

Teach me how to fight, and I'll teach you how to win. 
You're my mortal flaw, you're my deadly sin.
-City of Glass 

Somebody

Don't lose yourself just because you've found somebody 

Friday, April 12, 2013

Trust

You took advantage of the trust I gave

Hidden

He was like the moon--part of him was always hidden 

Us

I want a relationship where they know of us. But nothing about us 

People

Yes, I've changed. Pain does that to people 

Person Is

I text differently depending on who the person is 

Think

"You're so innocent"
....that's what you think 

Forget

Sometimes you want to remember. 
And sometimes you need to forget.

Fight For

Once upon a time, I had a lot to fight for 

Tomorrow

Yesterday you said 'tomorrow'
Twice the guts. 
Double the glory.

Again

I just don't know if I want to do it anymore; Get close to somebody, just so they can leave me again

Talking About You

Have you ever walked up to people and realize they were just talking about you?
Well, it sucks
At this point, love me, or leave me alone 

Planned

Unplanned moments are always better than planned ones 

Ahead

When your friends try to show you something funny from the internet, but you've already seen it, and you're just like, "Honey, I'm on Tumblr, We're like weeks ahead of you"

Can Be

I may not be who I ought to be, I know I'm not all that I want to be. But I've come a long way, from who I used to be, and I won't give up on becoming what I know I can be 

Memory

At this age, everything is changing. Day by Day we don't notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought would be there forever aren't, and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are your best friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less it will. So make the most of it now, before it all changes again. Because in the near future, all of this, this moment, will only be a memory

See

Cause you're everywhere to me. And when I close my eyes it's you I see 
Wishes don't win races 

Quitting

Begin while others make excuses. Work while other are quitting. Persist while others are quitting 

Running

Running doesn't matter whether you come in first, in the middle or last. You can say "I have finished." and there is a lot of satisfaction in that. 

Improve

Working on a new me. 
Not because the old me was bad, just because the old me can improve 

Yourself

I turned out to be a horrible person, and I have no one to blame but myself. 

You turned out to be a horrible person, and you have no one to blame but yourself 

Feel

So this is what you meant when you said you cared about how I feel?

Time

She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it wasn't the hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time. 

Trying

Don't be too hard on yourself. There are plenty of people willing to do that for you. Love yourself, and be proud of everything that you do, Even mistakes mean you're trying 

Move It

Nobody cares about your excuses. 
No one pities you for procrastination. 
Nobody's going to cuddle you because you're lazy. 
It's your a$$, move it.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Dreamed

The bad news is crueler, meaner, and more evil than yo imagined. Good news is, people are kinder, gentler, and more caring than you've ever dreamed<3

Personally

I shut everyone out, so don't take me personally 

Past Mistakes

You are more than the choices that you've made, you are more than the sum of your past mistakes 

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Reunion

I go out dressed nicely for a whole day, and never see anyone I know. Then I go out for five minutes looking like crap, and suddenly its a freaking reunion 

Think

It's amazing how wonderful life can be once you stop caring what people think 

Be Okay

Ignore him. 
Don't reply to his texts. Don't answer his calls. Don't text him. Delete his number. Don't check his statuses. Don't check if he's in a relationship. Don't enable notifications from him. Unfriend him. Don't look at him from across the hall. Don't ask his friends how he is. I know it might be hard. But eventually you'll forget him. 
And you can be okay again.

Good Girl

Every girl wants a bad boy who will be good just for her. And every boy wants a good girl who will be bad just for him

Him

What's on your mind?
Him.

tomorrow

Think about how far you've come today, and how far you'll go tomorrow 

Trying

It's hard for me, but believe me, I'm trying 

Hope

Dear God, 
I 've tried my best, but today I lost hope. Please tell me your plans are better than my dreams. Cuz I don't know what to do anymore. 

Disappointed

I don't expect anything from you...but every time I still get disappointed 
I hate feeling jealous 

Dessert

I like running because I really really really really really really really like dessert

Better Person

I think I like who I am becoming.
#youmakemeabetterperson

First Place

When you feel like quitting, think about why you started this in the first place 

Lose

The moment you stop believing is the moment you lose 

You

I realized I was lying when I said I didn't need you 

Tumblr

I have become sufficiently weirder and more awkward since joining Tumblr 

Change

All we've got now is a bunch of memories we wish we could change 

Burn

You're a time bomb baby, and I'm not going to be around to see you burn 

Less

I may hate you, but I will never love you less 

Need

People don't always get what they want, but if you are lucky enough then you get what you need 

Math

Mom: Are you taking any foreign languages this year?
.Me: ...Math 

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Love Again

We're not broken, we're just bent, 
and we can learn to love again 
And I am terrified of being alone 

numb

I'm not even angry or upset anymore. I'm just kind of numb

Hurt

When I get hurt, something inside me just shuts down 

Waiting

I miss you a lot...but I think I'm done waiting

Jealous

Yes. I'm jealous. 
Why? 
Because she's beautiful, 
and I'm...well...
Me

Hear You

My mom likes to play this game called, "Yell at me from four rooms away, then get mad when I can't hear you"

Having You

I really hate the idea of anyone else having you 

Satisfaction

Wake up with the determination to go to bed with satisfaction  

Gum

The real danger in chewing gum at school isn't getting caught by your teacher, it's getting caught by your friends 

Never Mind

And I wish I would have just told you "never mind..."

Breathe

There are dozens of people who will take your breath away, but the one that reminds you to breathe is the one you should keep around 

Lose You

I'd rather be alone then lose you again 

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Fish

I got a new fish today, but he'll never compare to you Alejandro<3

Friday, April 5, 2013

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Home

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? 
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home 

First Time

Giving him another chance was like giving him a bullet because he missed me the first time

Save

I just need to stop talking to you, 
So we don't end as strangers, 
I just want to save this while there's still something left to save 

KNow You

You are loved so much by a person who is dying to know you 

Wonderful

I'm so glad the winter is finally going away. 
And it is takeing all the memories of you, and me. And us together. 
Everything that happened over these last four months is gone. 
Springs a new beginning, and it will be wonderful<3

Who do

People who don't know what they're doing should stay out of the way of people who do 

Hear

You don't love someone because of their money, or clothes, or money, you love them because they sing a song only you can hear

Beautiful

"Beautiful "
I'm not sure what it really is, or what it means. All I know is I want it badly 

Risk

If you're not willing to risk it all, then you don't want it bad enough 

Supposed To Do

Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know you were supposed to do.

Gift

But in reality, each day is a gift, not a given right 

Knew Eachothr

And now we're like strangers who once knew each other very well 

Unfinished

You and I will always be unfinished business 

Music

I don't think I'll love anything as much as I love music<3
Damm, we're going to be weird adults 

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Bye..

We used to be so close. What are we now? Strangers. 
We used to be best friends. We used to talk every night. For hours. 
I could be myself around you, 
and you could be yourself around me
You were my crying shoulder. You would never leave me. 
Now I don't know who you are. 
You act different. You don't mean the things you say. 
I can't trust you anymore. 
You have new friends, and you barely even look my way.
What happened to best friends forever?
What about all our weird-a$$ conversations? 
And all the sleep overs? 
Track meets? Our gossip? Dances? 
It's not like we fought, or had some big fight. 
We just kind of faded to black. 
I will always, always be here. 
But things just aren't the same.
Goodbye best friend

Impress

Spend your life with people who make you happy, not who you have to constantly impress 

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Hug

Teenager Post #10899
I honestly love it when I haven't seen someone in a long time, and they yell my name and come running at me for a hug.

Breathless

I dreamt of you last night, 
and that we kissed.
I know it wasn't real, 
But I still woke up breathless 

Monday, April 1, 2013

Heights

He wants to say I love you, 
but he keeps it to "goodnight"
because love will mean that I'm falling, 
and he know's I'm afraid of heights 

Together

I drop in the ocean, a change in the weather. I guess I've always hoped we'd end up together 
I can honestly say I have the most amazing best friend in the world<3

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Goodbye

And he's shooting hoops.
Trying to get his mind off the fact that he lost her. he an't believe he broke her heart. He lost the girl that'd give up everything to be anything in his life. He throws the ball into the grass and runs inside. he goes to the bathroom and cries. He lost her and there is no getting her back. 

And she sits alone.
In her bathroom shower on drowning out her cries. She can't believe they're finally over. and from now on, he won't be the one to text her first anymore. She cries, thinking she'll never find anyone better. She lost the one that she'd go to the end of the world just to smile. And now, she realizes every hello ends with a goodbye 

Eyes

Tell him I hate him. 
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life with out me. 
Tell him he means nothing to me. 
Just don't tell him I said all these things with tears in my eyes 

Happy Endings

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. 
If a guy punches you, he likes you. 
Never try to trim your own bangs, 
and someday you will meet a wonderful boy, 
and get your very own happy ending. 
Every movie we see, every story we're told
implores us to wait for it, 
the twist that changes everything, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. 
But sometimes we're so focused on the ending we don't learn how to read the signs
How to tell from the once who want us, 
and the ones who don't/
The ones who will stay, and the ones who will leave.
And maybe, just maybe, you're happy ending doesn't include a boy. 
Maybe you're happy by yourself. 
It's you, on your own, picking up the pieces, and starting over fresh. 
freeing yourself up for something better in the future. 
Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. 
Or maybe the happy ending is knowing that after all the unreturned phone calls, 
broken hearts, 
through the blunders, and misread signals, 
through all the pain and embarrassment, 
you. never. gave. up. hope. 
That's a happy ending if I've ever seen one 

Show

She loves him more than he'll ever know. 
He loves her more than he'll ever show.
Haters are my motivation 

Tuck Me Into Bed

Dear Mom, 
I know I can be a sucky daughter sometimes. I'm sorry for slamming all those doors, for yelling at you, for saying I want to leave, for fighting with you. Honestly? I hate being a teenager. I want to be your little girl again, and I want you to tuck me into bed at night..
Make them wonder why you're still smiling 

Best Friends

Once upon a time, you and I were best friends. And that means whenever you need me, I'm here. Anytime, anywhere, any place. Forever. 

Song

You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song 

Fighting

You can scream, cry, even break down in the middle of the bathroom floor. You can lock yourself in your room all night long, listen to music nonstop, even turn your headphones off for a little while. You can stop acting so strong all the time, and be easy on yourself for once. You can do what you have to do as long as you pick yourself back up, shake it off, and keep fighting<3

Time

Here's to the kids who wish they could turn back time 

Thinks of Him

She thinks back to an old memory. She closes her eyes and smiles. Just ask her if she thinks about him and she'll say every once in a while 

One Day

One day you will wake up, eat breakfast, take a shower, brush your teeth, go to school, eat lunch, and come home. And you'll be able to do all that with out thinking of him

Time

She still loves you after all this time 

Tricks

Dear heart, 
I am sort of falling for this boy. Just to let you know, I'm relying on my brain this time. 
Sincerely,
I'm not falling for your dirty tricks 

Shreds

She is a stunner. 
She'll take your breath away before you even have a chance to introduce yourself. 
Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness. 
She's a fireball that people can barely handle, but you wouldn't stand a chance with her. 
She has a mind that could tear you to shreds. 

Yourself

Thinking too much of what others think eventually changes what you think about yourself 

Moved On

I didn't change. 
I'm still the same girl who sits around laughing at dumb things and walks around with a big smile one her face. You're just mad because I gave up on your bullsh/t, and don't give a damm anymore. You're just mad I don't sit at home on a Friday night anymore wondering what you're doing and who you're with. You're just mad because I moved on

Bitter

And if you're in love then you're the lucky one, cause most of us are bitter over someone 

Post Limit

Him: You finally texted me
Me: Yeah, well I hit my post limit on tumblr so.....

Different

Last year at this time, it was so different 

Memories

You know it's over when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing right in front of you 

Cared

One day, you'll realize how much I cared 

Rains

I believe in the Sun, even when it rains 

Most

Those who are the hardest to love need it the most 

Personality

I'm sorry, but you can not photoshop your horribl personality 
...no make up in the world will cover up a ugly heart 

Jenna Marbles

"So you're the father! Somebody always is!" 

"I like the velcoraptor, because you can gently bite or claw them." 

"Desperate House Wives, drink every time someone's a b/tch! .....and I'm drunk"

"You and me microwave, till death to we part"

"Some flippy-flopys." 

"What if they have no stairs? Or chairs? What if I want to clean something? Or wrap something? Or play basketball? Or have a disco party?"  --Jenna Marbles 


What would my life be with out Jenna Marbles?

Roses

Because they were all roses, and I was just a dandelion 

Saturday, March 30, 2013

AwKwArD

Sometimes when you're awkward, you do really awkward things 

Same

Do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same?

Friends

We used to talk like lovers in the middle of the night...Now we're hardly even friends 

Sunday

The best part of summer is that you don't care when it's Sunday 

Fast

Funny how fast you can get up in the morning when you realize you've over slept 

Friday, March 29, 2013

Inside Jokes

Inside jokes that only you and your best friends get.


-Team Awesomer than & Team Better than
-Are you expecting something exciting? or Big?

Bass

Sh/t I love #34: 
When the bass drops

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Love

If you're not willing to sound stupid, then you don't deserve to be in love 

Revenge

Some people call it taking shelter, 
she called it sweet revenge 

High School

I was really excited for highschool. Then we started planning it. And I realize it won't be the same as this year. We take classes that have to do with our future job. Heck, I don't even know what I want to be when I grow up, let alone which classes to take. I realized today that life is getting real. I am going to need to grow up...and I'm just not ready to do that

Grown Up

Geeze, who died and made you president of the track team?
#God,growup

Stares

I'm in an excellent mood, I could just climb stares all day!!

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Trying

I wish we could be best friends. 
But then I realize, it wouldn't even be worth trying 

Blog

My mom thinks my life isn't very busy. What she doesn't know, is in my room, I am listening to music, reading books, watching tv, daydreaming, thinking about boys, AND running a blog 

Strange

Isn't it strange that in a matter of seconds, you could only be a memory?

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

My Room

I can't take this long distance relationship. 

...fridge you're coming to my room 

Again

He's the beautiful smile, 
He's a horrible goodbye, 
And I just can't tell you why I let him break my heart again 

Water

Water you drinking?

haha, get it? What- r you drinking?

Mine

Sometimes all I can do is cry, because I'll always be yours, but you'll never be mine 

Nothing

A best friend is there for you when you have nothing. They're there when you feel like nothing 

Body

The best way to get a perfect bikini body???
Put on a bikini. 

Running To

It's not who you're running away from, it's who you're running to
...and I fell for you really fast 

Push

Please don't let me push you away 

Tumblr

I feel so popular on tumblr when more people are following me than I follow other people

Monday, March 25, 2013

Intorduce

When you walk up to opportunities door, don't knock. Kick that b-tch in and introduce yourself 

Fish Bowl

He was my best friend, it was like losing my best friend...
RIP Alejandro, keep swimming in the big fish bowl in the sky<3

Snow

It's spring. Go home snow, you're drunk

Friday, March 15, 2013

Heart

Maybe all her friends told her "Don't get closer, he'll only break your heart"

Feelings Show

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show, and I thought being strong meant never losing your self control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to he// with my pride, let it fall like rain

Your Heart

Promise you'll never forget all the time we spent together. Promise no one will take my place in your heart 

Life

The oldest story in the world, you turn 18, and you're planning for 'someday', and then quietly, with out really ever noticing it, you realize that someday is yesterday, someday is today, someday is tomorrow. This is your life, now.

Wrong Time

We met at the wrong time. That's what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day, years from now we'll meet in a coffee shop, in a far off city somewhere, and we could give it another shot 

Scared

And her very first true love is holding her close, and for a moment, she isn't scared 

Days

Because of you, I find beauty in the ugliest days 

Embarrass

You are my best friend, therefore it is my job to embarrass you 

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Music

Music is my shinning light, my favorite thing in the whole world, to get me to stop for one minute would be really hard 

Funny

Playing with someone's heart isn't funny at all
Game over. I lose 

Held Inside

I wish I could go back and say all the things I held inside 

Smoke Them

The most attractive part about smoking cigarettes, is the part where you don't smoke them 

Back

Truth is, I don't know what was going on between us. All I know is I want it back. 

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Kiss Me

Am I the only person who wants a guy to look at me and say: 
"Shut up and kiss me"

Play Again

Let's play this game again. 
This time I want to be player one, and you can be player two. This time you'll see all the he// that you had put me through 

Phone

You know you've found your best friends when they will dig through the trash with you, just to find your phone
I love you guys so freaking much<3

Monday, March 11, 2013

Dreamer

Them: Are you an idiot?
Me: No sir, I am just a dreamer 

Beautiful

Be soft, 
Don't let the world make you hard, 
Don't let the pain make you hate,
Do not let the 
bitterness 
steal your 
sweetness
Take pride 
that even though
the rest of the world
may disagree
you still believe 
that life is a beautiful thing