Future

I was thinking of my future, and it really scared me. 
I will be alone. No more "Daddy, I'm scared, can I sleep on the couch?" 
Or, "Mom, how long should I put this in the microwave for?" 
I will own my own house. I will work for the rest of my life. 
I won't live with my siblings, I won't see my best friends everyday.
Heck, they might not even be my friends anymore. 
I'll have bills to pay, and I will have to buy my own food. 
I'll have my own telephone line, and I'll have my own answering machine. I will make my own money, and be in charge of getting where I need to be on time. 
I started thinking about my future, and it scared me. It really really scared me.
I don't want to grow up<3