Maybe it's not about the happy ending....
Maybe it's about the story...
Monday, May 27, 2013
Inspire
I want to inspire people. I want someone to look at me and say, "Because of you, I didn't give up"
Anyway
I love you. I'm totally and completely in love with you. And I don't care if I am too late. I'm telling you anyway
Default
It is impossible to live with out failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all- in which case you fail by default
One Pencil
First day of school:
30 pencils, 64 crayons, 10 pens, a ruler, 6 notebooks, a calculator, 200 note cards.
End of May:
One pencil...conveniently out of lead
30 pencils, 64 crayons, 10 pens, a ruler, 6 notebooks, a calculator, 200 note cards.
End of May:
One pencil...conveniently out of lead
Answer
Have you ever wanted to ask a question but you didn't because you knew in your heart that you wouldn't be able to handle the answer?
Hurt
Some people push people away because they don't want to get hurt. Some people push people away because they got hurt
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Believe
Do you remember we were sitting out by the water, you saw me start to believe for the first time. You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter. You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Karaoke
Maybe the reason I haven't fallen in love yet is because I haven't gone to a New Year's Eve party and sung karaoke with a complete stranger..seemed to work with Troy and Gabriela
Said You Did
When things got hard you left, because it was easier for you to walk out than to stand by me and fight. I guess you never loved me like you said you did
Broken Heart
February I fell in love with you
March I thought you loved me too
April things began to fall apart
Now May's here, and I'm left with a broken heart
March I thought you loved me too
April things began to fall apart
Now May's here, and I'm left with a broken heart
Break You
Once you have been hurt it's like you're scared to get close again, because it seems like every person you meet will break your heart
Saturday
It's not who you want to spend Friday night with, its who you want to spend all of Saturday with
Friday, May 24, 2013
Thanks
To the girl who stood up for her younger sister today:
Thank you. You're so brave, and you show so much love for your sister. She is very lucky. Keep on doing what you're doing
Thank you. You're so brave, and you show so much love for your sister. She is very lucky. Keep on doing what you're doing
Heart
He chose her over me, and there's nothing I can do. I hope you two are happy, and I hope she breaks your heart
Know
I really just want you to be happy. But if there is any way I can be that happiness, let me know
Read
I wrote on the door of my heart:
"Please don't enter"
But love smiled and walked in saying:
"Sorry I can't read"
"Please don't enter"
But love smiled and walked in saying:
"Sorry I can't read"
Wish
I'd rather look back at life and think "I can't believe I did that," then, "I wish I would have done that"
Loved You
I hope you wake up and it suddenly hits you, there isn't anyone who loved you as much as I loved you
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Having
It's better to dream of something you may never have, than lose something you've always dreamed of having
Pretend
Sometimes you just meet a person, and you click. You're comfortable with them, and you don't have to pretend to be anyone, or anything
Replaced
Some times it really feels like the old days. When you and me were best friends. When we were inseparable. I'd trust you with my life. It was you and me against the world. When nothing could tear us apart. And then other days I can see the truth. In only a few short years, I've been replaced
Back
Don't take some one for granted every time you push them away, because one day they won't come running back
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Gains Weight
Loses phone*Loses friends*Loses bobby pins*Loses internet connection*Loses phone*Gains weight
Sunday, May 19, 2013
Survive
No matter how good or bad your life is, wake up each day and be thankful for life. Some one somewhere is fighting to survive
Listener
God is the best listener, and you don't need to shout, or cry, because he hears even the very silent prayer of a sincere heart
For A Change
Some nights I wish that this all would end, cause I could use some friends for a change
Friends
Let him rip your heart into little tiny pieces, let him destroy who you thought you were, and then ask if you can still be friends
Walked In
Once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive, you won't even be sure if the storm is really. But one thing will be certain, when you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Grandpa.
Would have been you and Grandma's 50th anniversary today.
If only you could see me now
I love you, and I miss you.
#gonebutneverforgotten
Would have been you and Grandma's 50th anniversary today.
If only you could see me now
I love you, and I miss you.
#gonebutneverforgotten
Monday, May 13, 2013
Close
Just two months ago we were so close.
I told you everything.
Everything.
You knew my ugliest side, and you put up with it.
You weren't afraid to challenge me,
and I wasn't scared to hurt your feelings,
because I know you have a 2 second rebound rate.
It felt like our friendship can last through anything.
But it didn't.
Rumors can destroy the best of friends.
We stopped talking.
That is not okay with me.
Love
From friends to lovers to absolutely nothing, but complete strangers who were once very much in love...
Tumblr
Sometimes I want to send you a link to my Tumblr, and just be like "This is how I feel, this is what you do to me"
You
I can talk to hundreds of people in one day, but none of them compare to the smile you can give me in a minute
End of The Day
Maybe you just have to live for the small things like being called pretty or someone picking up a pen you dropped, or laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Maybe that's all that really matters at the end of the day
You
It stinks having a beautiful best friend, she's perfect, all the guys lover her, and you're just you
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Friday, May 10, 2013
Friday, May 3, 2013
Learn
And now it's 3 am, you're crying on the curb,
if you've never scraped your knee, how are you ever gunna learn?
if you've never scraped your knee, how are you ever gunna learn?
Used To Be
I know it's hard for you, but you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to the way they used to be
Lap top
I don't understand how my room gets so messy. I literally sit in one spot with my laptop all day
Don't Want
No relationship is ever a waste of your time. If it didn't bring you what you want, it taught you what you don't want
There's That
I could have done my homework last night. But I also could have committed murder. I didn't, so there's that.
All Her Love
She'd better hold him tight, and give her all her love, look in those beautiful eyes, and know she's lucky cause he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar, the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Madison Square
You picked a rose garden over Madison Square,
and it took some time but I think you've got it right
Disappointed
I think that the worst thing I can possibly hear from my parents is "You disappointed us."
I don't know why, but that one always stings the most
I don't know why, but that one always stings the most
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Couldn't Say
When I say "I like you"
He smiles and looks away,
Maybe that smile was something he couldn't say
He smiles and looks away,
Maybe that smile was something he couldn't say
Good Love
To Whom It May Concern:
Good love will find you someday. But if you keep looking for it, it'll only keep you waiting. Til then, live well. Live happy. Live Free
Good love will find you someday. But if you keep looking for it, it'll only keep you waiting. Til then, live well. Live happy. Live Free
Who You Are
It's all about the stupid things you did growing up, and you're still doing them. But you know, you learn from them, and they make you who you are
Radio
When the lights go down,
when you're stuck here in this town with no where to go,
your escape is the radio
when you're stuck here in this town with no where to go,
your escape is the radio
Rains
I hope it rains, I hope it pours. I hope she's in heels, and some little white shorts. You can't find the keys to unlock the door, and I hope it rains
Gone
Ain't going to beg you to stay, Ain't going to ask whats wrong. Ain't no reason running after something already gone
Fence
I was raised off Rural Route Three,
out past where the blacktop ends.
We'd go to church every Sunday, and race barefoot to the neighbors fence
out past where the blacktop ends.
We'd go to church every Sunday, and race barefoot to the neighbors fence
Space
I heard you got yourself a date already. Funny, thought you needed your space just five nights ago
Pray
I'm begging for forgiveness, I wanna make a difference, even in the smallest way.
I'm only one person, but I can feel it working.
I believe in better days, that's why I pray
I'm only one person, but I can feel it working.
I believe in better days, that's why I pray
Be Myself
You're my escape when I'm stuck in a small town, I turn to you whenever I feel down. You let me know like no one else that it's okay to be myself
Last Summer
Keep on moving like we did last summer,
where the grass was greener, and your hair was longer
where the grass was greener, and your hair was longer
Prayer
The world's so big, it can break your heart.
You just want to help, but you're not sure where to start
So you close your eyes, and send a prayer into the dark
You just want to help, but you're not sure where to start
So you close your eyes, and send a prayer into the dark
Left A Mark
I was here, I'm alive. I did more than survive. Changed a life, touched a heart, took a stand, left a mark
Save
I'm not upset because our relationship is dying. I'm just upset because you're not doing anything to save it
Little Things
Little moments hit the hardest. Little things sting the most. Little things change a person
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Stare
The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole life fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly
Distance
At the same time, you have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you; too far and they abandon you.
Liked You
Never introduce your friends to one another because they end up liking each other more than they ever liked you
Go
You were never supposed to mean this much to me, I was never supposed to fall so hard. But you know what? I did, and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like he// to let you go
Confidence
The problem with the world is the intelligent people are full of doubts, while the stupid ones are full of confidence
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Hurting Them Back
I don't know the actual meaning of maturity,
but for me, maturity is when a person hurts you,
and you try to understand their situation,
rather than hurting them back
but for me, maturity is when a person hurts you,
and you try to understand their situation,
rather than hurting them back
Good Enough
Worst feeling in the world is when you did the best you could, and it's still not good enough
Everytime
I'm just a girl...
I love being called pretty, but I'll never believe it,
I'm not always right, but I hate admitting I'm wrong,
I am always smiling, but half the time it isn't real,
I can be read like an open book, but I hide so many things,
I work hard, and still don't get what I deserve,
I love with my whole heart, and it gets broken every time...
I love being called pretty, but I'll never believe it,
I'm not always right, but I hate admitting I'm wrong,
I am always smiling, but half the time it isn't real,
I can be read like an open book, but I hide so many things,
I work hard, and still don't get what I deserve,
I love with my whole heart, and it gets broken every time...
Alone
I learned a lot about love when I was broken, I learned a lot about being a friend when I was alone
One of the best
To: His current and future girlfriends:
Realize a great guy when you have him.
Because trust me, he's one of the best.....
Realize a great guy when you have him.
Because trust me, he's one of the best.....
Almost Lovers
I never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me,
Good bye my almost lover,
Should have known you'd bring me heart ache,
Almost lovers always do....
Grow Up
Soda becomes alcohol,
Bikes become cars,
Kisses become making ou,
Remember when Dad's shoulders were the highest place on Earth?
And your Mom was your hero?
Race issues were about who ran the fastest,
and war was only a card game,
The most pain you felt was skinned knees,
and goobyes only mean until tomorrow.
And we couldn't wait to grow up.
Bikes become cars,
Kisses become making ou,
Remember when Dad's shoulders were the highest place on Earth?
And your Mom was your hero?
Race issues were about who ran the fastest,
and war was only a card game,
The most pain you felt was skinned knees,
and goobyes only mean until tomorrow.
And we couldn't wait to grow up.
Thousand Friends
Having a thousand friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is if you have one friend that will stand by you when thousands are against you.
Win This Fight
Hush little baby, don't you cry,
Don't push me away, don't say goodbye,
Keep on smiling, and look in to the light,
I know it's hard, but you'll win this fight♥
Don't push me away, don't say goodbye,
Keep on smiling, and look in to the light,
I know it's hard, but you'll win this fight♥
Friday, April 19, 2013
Hackedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
Hacked by ur Best Friend:)
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Thankful
I am thankful for the taxes I have to pay,
because it means I'm employed.
The clothes that fit a little too snuggly,
because it means I have enough to eat.
My shadow who watches me when I work,
because it means I'm in the sunshine.
A lawn that has to be mowed,
windows that have to be washed,
and gutters that need fixing because
it means I have a home.
All the complaining I hear about the government,
because it means I have the freedom of speech.
The girl in front of me in choir, who sings off key,
because it means I can hear.
The huge pile of laundry that I need to do,
because it means my loved ones are here.
The alarm that goes off in the early morning,
because it means I am alive.
I am thankful for all of these things
because it means I'm employed.
The clothes that fit a little too snuggly,
because it means I have enough to eat.
My shadow who watches me when I work,
because it means I'm in the sunshine.
A lawn that has to be mowed,
windows that have to be washed,
and gutters that need fixing because
it means I have a home.
All the complaining I hear about the government,
because it means I have the freedom of speech.
The girl in front of me in choir, who sings off key,
because it means I can hear.
The huge pile of laundry that I need to do,
because it means my loved ones are here.
The alarm that goes off in the early morning,
because it means I am alive.
I am thankful for all of these things
With You
You know I'd fall apart with out you,
I don't know how you do what you do,
Cause everything that don't make sense about me,
Makes sense when I'm with you
I don't know how you do what you do,
Cause everything that don't make sense about me,
Makes sense when I'm with you
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Bye Bye Small Town
I live in a town that everyone claims to hate, but never seems to leave.
Yeah, well I'm here to prove that wrong.
As soon as I can, I'm getting the he// away from here, and never looking back.
Have nice lives sweeties XOXO
Yeah, well I'm here to prove that wrong.
As soon as I can, I'm getting the he// away from here, and never looking back.
Have nice lives sweeties XOXO
Change
Last year, when the power went out at school, we held hands.
Now we can't even look each other in the eye...
Crazy how things change so fast
Now we can't even look each other in the eye...
Crazy how things change so fast
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Be Here
Don't be surprised when one day I'm not here. I won't listen to your drama or rants anymore. I won't be there babe, and that's no one's fault but yours. You pushed me away, not the other way around
Push Around
So what made you think you could take a life and just push it around?
I guess to build yourself up so high, you have to take her,
and break her down
I guess to build yourself up so high, you have to take her,
and break her down
You On My Mind
I cannot go to the ocean, I cannot drive the streets at night, I cannot wake up in the morning, with out you on my mind
Dragon Tails
*Find Genie*
Normal People: I wish I was rich, and famous, and married
Me: I wish I wish with all my heat to fly with dragons in a land apart
....if you don't know what that's from, I'm judging you.
Dragon Tails<3
Normal People: I wish I was rich, and famous, and married
Me: I wish I wish with all my heat to fly with dragons in a land apart
....if you don't know what that's from, I'm judging you.
Dragon Tails<3
Membership
If Zombies ever attack, I'm just going to Sam's. They have concert walls, years of food, and best of all, the zombies can't get in with out a Sam's Club Membership
I have learned
Things I have learned from Middle School:
-Text with out looking
-Sleep with out getting caught
-Teamwork on tests
-Lie through my teeth
-BS entire essay questions
-Trust no b/tch
-And pull all nighters, and still pass a class
#learnedalot
#importantskills
-Text with out looking
-Sleep with out getting caught
-Teamwork on tests
-Lie through my teeth
-BS entire essay questions
-Trust no b/tch
-And pull all nighters, and still pass a class
#learnedalot
#importantskills
Worst Kind of Sad
I think the worst kind of sad is the kind you can't explain. You don't know why you're sad, but you are. You just feel like crying all the time, but you have no idea what to cry about. You just know it sucks
Love
You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy the person that you love
Quote Your Best Friend
Quote Your Best Friend:
"Don't you worry, don't you worry, Ellie, see heaven's got a plan for you....laughs"
....Ohhh, I love my Jensoon
"Don't you worry, don't you worry, Ellie, see heaven's got a plan for you....laughs"
....Ohhh, I love my Jensoon
Overthrown
I had it all then,
I lost it on my own,
I had a heart then,
But the queen has been overthrown
I lost it on my own,
I had a heart then,
But the queen has been overthrown
Walk In
And after two whole years, barely seeing each other, that boy is still the one I look for first when I walk in a room.
Monday, April 15, 2013
Prayers
Prayers go out to the families who were effected in Boston today</3
Gone but never forgotten
Gone but never forgotten
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Deadly Sin
Teach me how to fight, and I'll teach you how to win.
You're my mortal flaw, you're my deadly sin.
-City of Glass
You're my mortal flaw, you're my deadly sin.
-City of Glass
Friday, April 12, 2013
Again
I just don't know if I want to do it anymore; Get close to somebody, just so they can leave me again
Talking About You
Have you ever walked up to people and realize they were just talking about you?
Well, it sucks
Well, it sucks
Ahead
When your friends try to show you something funny from the internet, but you've already seen it, and you're just like, "Honey, I'm on Tumblr, We're like weeks ahead of you"
Can Be
I may not be who I ought to be, I know I'm not all that I want to be. But I've come a long way, from who I used to be, and I won't give up on becoming what I know I can be
Memory
At this age, everything is changing. Day by Day we don't notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought would be there forever aren't, and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are your best friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less it will. So make the most of it now, before it all changes again. Because in the near future, all of this, this moment, will only be a memory
Quitting
Begin while others make excuses. Work while other are quitting. Persist while others are quitting
Running
Running doesn't matter whether you come in first, in the middle or last. You can say "I have finished." and there is a lot of satisfaction in that.
Yourself
I turned out to be a horrible person, and I have no one to blame but myself.
You turned out to be a horrible person, and you have no one to blame but yourself
You turned out to be a horrible person, and you have no one to blame but yourself
Time
She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it wasn't the hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time.
Trying
Don't be too hard on yourself. There are plenty of people willing to do that for you. Love yourself, and be proud of everything that you do, Even mistakes mean you're trying
Move It
Nobody cares about your excuses.
No one pities you for procrastination.
Nobody's going to cuddle you because you're lazy.
It's your a$$, move it.
No one pities you for procrastination.
Nobody's going to cuddle you because you're lazy.
It's your a$$, move it.
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Dreamed
The bad news is crueler, meaner, and more evil than yo imagined. Good news is, people are kinder, gentler, and more caring than you've ever dreamed<3
Past Mistakes
You are more than the choices that you've made, you are more than the sum of your past mistakes
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Reunion
I go out dressed nicely for a whole day, and never see anyone I know. Then I go out for five minutes looking like crap, and suddenly its a freaking reunion
Be Okay
Ignore him.
Don't reply to his texts. Don't answer his calls. Don't text him. Delete his number. Don't check his statuses. Don't check if he's in a relationship. Don't enable notifications from him. Unfriend him. Don't look at him from across the hall. Don't ask his friends how he is. I know it might be hard. But eventually you'll forget him.
And you can be okay again.
Don't reply to his texts. Don't answer his calls. Don't text him. Delete his number. Don't check his statuses. Don't check if he's in a relationship. Don't enable notifications from him. Unfriend him. Don't look at him from across the hall. Don't ask his friends how he is. I know it might be hard. But eventually you'll forget him.
And you can be okay again.
Good Girl
Every girl wants a bad boy who will be good just for her. And every boy wants a good girl who will be bad just for him
Hope
Dear God,
I 've tried my best, but today I lost hope. Please tell me your plans are better than my dreams. Cuz I don't know what to do anymore.
I 've tried my best, but today I lost hope. Please tell me your plans are better than my dreams. Cuz I don't know what to do anymore.
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Hear You
My mom likes to play this game called, "Yell at me from four rooms away, then get mad when I can't hear you"
Gum
The real danger in chewing gum at school isn't getting caught by your teacher, it's getting caught by your friends
Breathe
There are dozens of people who will take your breath away, but the one that reminds you to breathe is the one you should keep around
Saturday, April 6, 2013
Friday, April 5, 2013
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Home
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
First Time
Giving him another chance was like giving him a bullet because he missed me the first time
Save
I just need to stop talking to you,
So we don't end as strangers,
I just want to save this while there's still something left to save
So we don't end as strangers,
I just want to save this while there's still something left to save
Wonderful
I'm so glad the winter is finally going away.
And it is takeing all the memories of you, and me. And us together.
Everything that happened over these last four months is gone.
Springs a new beginning, and it will be wonderful<3
And it is takeing all the memories of you, and me. And us together.
Everything that happened over these last four months is gone.
Springs a new beginning, and it will be wonderful<3
Hear
You don't love someone because of their money, or clothes, or money, you love them because they sing a song only you can hear
Beautiful
"Beautiful "
I'm not sure what it really is, or what it means. All I know is I want it badly
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Bye..
We used to be so close. What are we now? Strangers.
We used to be best friends. We used to talk every night. For hours.
I could be myself around you,
and you could be yourself around me
You were my crying shoulder. You would never leave me.
Now I don't know who you are.
You act different. You don't mean the things you say.
I can't trust you anymore.
You have new friends, and you barely even look my way.
What happened to best friends forever?
What about all our weird-a$$ conversations?
And all the sleep overs?
Track meets? Our gossip? Dances?
It's not like we fought, or had some big fight.
We just kind of faded to black.
I will always, always be here.
But things just aren't the same.
Goodbye best friend
We used to be best friends. We used to talk every night. For hours.
I could be myself around you,
and you could be yourself around me
You were my crying shoulder. You would never leave me.
Now I don't know who you are.
You act different. You don't mean the things you say.
I can't trust you anymore.
You have new friends, and you barely even look my way.
What happened to best friends forever?
What about all our weird-a$$ conversations?
And all the sleep overs?
Track meets? Our gossip? Dances?
It's not like we fought, or had some big fight.
We just kind of faded to black.
I will always, always be here.
But things just aren't the same.
Goodbye best friend
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Hug
Teenager Post #10899
I honestly love it when I haven't seen someone in a long time, and they yell my name and come running at me for a hug.
I honestly love it when I haven't seen someone in a long time, and they yell my name and come running at me for a hug.
Breathless
I dreamt of you last night,
and that we kissed.
I know it wasn't real,
But I still woke up breathless
and that we kissed.
I know it wasn't real,
But I still woke up breathless
Monday, April 1, 2013
Heights
He wants to say I love you,
but he keeps it to "goodnight"
because love will mean that I'm falling,
and he know's I'm afraid of heights
but he keeps it to "goodnight"
because love will mean that I'm falling,
and he know's I'm afraid of heights
Together
I drop in the ocean, a change in the weather. I guess I've always hoped we'd end up together
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Goodbye
And he's shooting hoops.
Trying to get his mind off the fact that he lost her. he an't believe he broke her heart. He lost the girl that'd give up everything to be anything in his life. He throws the ball into the grass and runs inside. he goes to the bathroom and cries. He lost her and there is no getting her back.
And she sits alone.
In her bathroom shower on drowning out her cries. She can't believe they're finally over. and from now on, he won't be the one to text her first anymore. She cries, thinking she'll never find anyone better. She lost the one that she'd go to the end of the world just to smile. And now, she realizes every hello ends with a goodbye
Trying to get his mind off the fact that he lost her. he an't believe he broke her heart. He lost the girl that'd give up everything to be anything in his life. He throws the ball into the grass and runs inside. he goes to the bathroom and cries. He lost her and there is no getting her back.
And she sits alone.
In her bathroom shower on drowning out her cries. She can't believe they're finally over. and from now on, he won't be the one to text her first anymore. She cries, thinking she'll never find anyone better. She lost the one that she'd go to the end of the world just to smile. And now, she realizes every hello ends with a goodbye
Eyes
Tell him I hate him.
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life with out me.
Tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said all these things with tears in my eyes
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life with out me.
Tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said all these things with tears in my eyes
Happy Endings
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up.
If a guy punches you, he likes you.
Never try to trim your own bangs,
and someday you will meet a wonderful boy,
and get your very own happy ending.
Every movie we see, every story we're told
implores us to wait for it,
the twist that changes everything, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule.
But sometimes we're so focused on the ending we don't learn how to read the signs
How to tell from the once who want us,
and the ones who don't/
The ones who will stay, and the ones who will leave.
And maybe, just maybe, you're happy ending doesn't include a boy.
Maybe you're happy by yourself.
It's you, on your own, picking up the pieces, and starting over fresh.
freeing yourself up for something better in the future.
Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.
Or maybe the happy ending is knowing that after all the unreturned phone calls,
broken hearts,
through the blunders, and misread signals,
through all the pain and embarrassment,
you. never. gave. up. hope.
That's a happy ending if I've ever seen one
Tuck Me Into Bed
Dear Mom,
I know I can be a sucky daughter sometimes. I'm sorry for slamming all those doors, for yelling at you, for saying I want to leave, for fighting with you. Honestly? I hate being a teenager. I want to be your little girl again, and I want you to tuck me into bed at night..
I know I can be a sucky daughter sometimes. I'm sorry for slamming all those doors, for yelling at you, for saying I want to leave, for fighting with you. Honestly? I hate being a teenager. I want to be your little girl again, and I want you to tuck me into bed at night..
Best Friends
Once upon a time, you and I were best friends. And that means whenever you need me, I'm here. Anytime, anywhere, any place. Forever.
Song
You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song
Fighting
You can scream, cry, even break down in the middle of the bathroom floor. You can lock yourself in your room all night long, listen to music nonstop, even turn your headphones off for a little while. You can stop acting so strong all the time, and be easy on yourself for once. You can do what you have to do as long as you pick yourself back up, shake it off, and keep fighting<3
Thinks of Him
She thinks back to an old memory. She closes her eyes and smiles. Just ask her if she thinks about him and she'll say every once in a while
One Day
One day you will wake up, eat breakfast, take a shower, brush your teeth, go to school, eat lunch, and come home. And you'll be able to do all that with out thinking of him
Tricks
Dear heart,
I am sort of falling for this boy. Just to let you know, I'm relying on my brain this time.
Sincerely,
I'm not falling for your dirty tricks
I am sort of falling for this boy. Just to let you know, I'm relying on my brain this time.
Sincerely,
I'm not falling for your dirty tricks
Shreds
She is a stunner.
She'll take your breath away before you even have a chance to introduce yourself.
Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness.
She's a fireball that people can barely handle, but you wouldn't stand a chance with her.
She has a mind that could tear you to shreds.
She'll take your breath away before you even have a chance to introduce yourself.
Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness.
She's a fireball that people can barely handle, but you wouldn't stand a chance with her.
She has a mind that could tear you to shreds.
Moved On
I didn't change.
I'm still the same girl who sits around laughing at dumb things and walks around with a big smile one her face. You're just mad because I gave up on your bullsh/t, and don't give a damm anymore. You're just mad I don't sit at home on a Friday night anymore wondering what you're doing and who you're with. You're just mad because I moved on
I'm still the same girl who sits around laughing at dumb things and walks around with a big smile one her face. You're just mad because I gave up on your bullsh/t, and don't give a damm anymore. You're just mad I don't sit at home on a Friday night anymore wondering what you're doing and who you're with. You're just mad because I moved on
Memories
You know it's over when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing right in front of you
Personality
I'm sorry, but you can not photoshop your horribl personality
...no make up in the world will cover up a ugly heart
...no make up in the world will cover up a ugly heart
Jenna Marbles
"So you're the father! Somebody always is!"
"I like the velcoraptor, because you can gently bite or claw them."
"Desperate House Wives, drink every time someone's a b/tch! .....and I'm drunk"
"You and me microwave, till death to we part"
"Some flippy-flopys."
"What if they have no stairs? Or chairs? What if I want to clean something? Or wrap something? Or play basketball? Or have a disco party?" --Jenna Marbles
What would my life be with out Jenna Marbles?
"I like the velcoraptor, because you can gently bite or claw them."
"Desperate House Wives, drink every time someone's a b/tch! .....and I'm drunk"
"You and me microwave, till death to we part"
"Some flippy-flopys."
"What if they have no stairs? Or chairs? What if I want to clean something? Or wrap something? Or play basketball? Or have a disco party?" --Jenna Marbles
What would my life be with out Jenna Marbles?
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Friday, March 29, 2013
Inside Jokes
Inside jokes that only you and your best friends get.
-Team Awesomer than & Team Better than
-Are you expecting something exciting? or Big?
-Team Awesomer than & Team Better than
-Are you expecting something exciting? or Big?
Thursday, March 28, 2013
High School
I was really excited for highschool. Then we started planning it. And I realize it won't be the same as this year. We take classes that have to do with our future job. Heck, I don't even know what I want to be when I grow up, let alone which classes to take. I realized today that life is getting real. I am going to need to grow up...and I'm just not ready to do that
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Blog
My mom thinks my life isn't very busy. What she doesn't know, is in my room, I am listening to music, reading books, watching tv, daydreaming, thinking about boys, AND running a blog
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Again
He's the beautiful smile,
He's a horrible goodbye,
And I just can't tell you why I let him break my heart again
He's a horrible goodbye,
And I just can't tell you why I let him break my heart again
Nothing
A best friend is there for you when you have nothing. They're there when you feel like nothing
Monday, March 25, 2013
Friday, March 15, 2013
Feelings Show
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show, and I thought being strong meant never losing your self control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to he// with my pride, let it fall like rain
Your Heart
Promise you'll never forget all the time we spent together. Promise no one will take my place in your heart
Life
The oldest story in the world, you turn 18, and you're planning for 'someday', and then quietly, with out really ever noticing it, you realize that someday is yesterday, someday is today, someday is tomorrow. This is your life, now.
Wrong Time
We met at the wrong time. That's what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day, years from now we'll meet in a coffee shop, in a far off city somewhere, and we could give it another shot
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Music
Music is my shinning light, my favorite thing in the whole world, to get me to stop for one minute would be really hard
Smoke Them
The most attractive part about smoking cigarettes, is the part where you don't smoke them
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Play Again
Let's play this game again.
This time I want to be player one, and you can be player two. This time you'll see all the he// that you had put me through
This time I want to be player one, and you can be player two. This time you'll see all the he// that you had put me through
Phone
You know you've found your best friends when they will dig through the trash with you, just to find your phone
I love you guys so freaking much<3
I love you guys so freaking much<3
Monday, March 11, 2013
Beautiful
Be soft,
Don't let the world make you hard,
Don't let the pain make you hate,
Do not let the
bitterness
steal your
sweetness
Take pride
that even though
the rest of the world
may disagree
you still believe
that life is a beautiful thing
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