Thursday, September 27, 2012
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
I want a boy to tell me to 'calm down' when I am mad.
One that will tell me that I look beautiful when I'm in sweats.
One that will go buy me Midol when I have cramps.
One that will constantly remind me how important I am.
One that when I say "I'm trying to lose weight" will put a box of chocolates in my locker with a note that says, "You're amazing the way you are."
One that I can have a real conversation with.
One that will text me all day when I am sick.
One that loves my family as much as he loves me.
One that protects me like a little sister.
But most importantly, one that even if we break up, will still love me, and care about me.
One that will tell me that I look beautiful when I'm in sweats.
One that will go buy me Midol when I have cramps.
One that will constantly remind me how important I am.
One that when I say "I'm trying to lose weight" will put a box of chocolates in my locker with a note that says, "You're amazing the way you are."
One that I can have a real conversation with.
One that will text me all day when I am sick.
One that loves my family as much as he loves me.
One that protects me like a little sister.
But most importantly, one that even if we break up, will still love me, and care about me.
No Idea
You have no idea.
You have no idea how much you ruined my day.
You don't know how much you betrayed me by something so small
You have no idea how easily I can replace you with someone who cares
You have no idea how much you ruined my day.
You don't know how much you betrayed me by something so small
You have no idea how easily I can replace you with someone who cares
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Confession #58
I miss you a little I guess you could say. A little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day
Worth The Effort
He's tough, but he tries to hide it. He's difficult. But if you make an effort, he's worth it. He's worth the effort
Send You Me
If kisses we raindrops, I'd send you a shower,
If hugs were minutes, I'd give you an hour,
If smiles were waves, I'd send you a see,
and If love was a person,
I'd send you me
If hugs were minutes, I'd give you an hour,
If smiles were waves, I'd send you a see,
and If love was a person,
I'd send you me
Don't Want You To Hurt
Call me a sinner,
Call me a saint,
tell me it's over
I will still love you all the same.
Call me your favorite,
Call me the worst,
Tell me it's over
I don't want you to hurt
Call me a saint,
tell me it's over
I will still love you all the same.
Call me your favorite,
Call me the worst,
Tell me it's over
I don't want you to hurt
1-13
hahah, found this online, thought I would try it:) Here are my answers!
Name 13 People off the top of your head:
1. Liam
2. Alivia
3. Lesley
4. Ally
5. Eva
6. Garrett
7. Marie
8. Kim
9. Lindsey
10. Abbie
11. Taryn
12. Jensen
13. Dani
How did you meet number 12?
Ummm, we have known eachother so long, :) I forgot
Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
LMAO!!!!! Ummmmmmm, not sure how to answer that one,
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes.
Is 5 cute?
Ohhh,, haha, Eva is just adorable;)
Something about number three?
She's my country gurll :)
What would you do if number 6 confessed he/she liked you?
He's like my best guy friend. I would say nooooo wayyyy (Don't take that personally Garrett)
Fact about 8:
She talks really loud :)
Would you ever live with number 9?
Heck Yeah I would!!! Lindsey and I would be great roomies :)
Worst thing about number 10:
Well, she's my sister, so just in case mom sees this, Nothing!!! She's an angel!!! (cough cough, borrows my clothes and doesn't give them back) :)
Who's going out with number 13?
Uhh, a guy:) Not sure on the name
What do you think about number one?
Well this is acko taco....I prefer not to answer that one :D
Who's your favorite guy on the list?
Well, there are only two guys on the list, and one is a totally jack@$$, sooo, Garrett!
Hahahahhahaha, well that was fun....and awkward:)
Name 13 People off the top of your head:
1. Liam
2. Alivia
3. Lesley
4. Ally
5. Eva
6. Garrett
7. Marie
8. Kim
9. Lindsey
10. Abbie
11. Taryn
12. Jensen
13. Dani
How did you meet number 12?
Ummm, we have known eachother so long, :) I forgot
Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
LMAO!!!!! Ummmmmmm, not sure how to answer that one,
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yes.
Is 5 cute?
Ohhh,, haha, Eva is just adorable;)
Something about number three?
She's my country gurll :)
What would you do if number 6 confessed he/she liked you?
He's like my best guy friend. I would say nooooo wayyyy (Don't take that personally Garrett)
Fact about 8:
She talks really loud :)
Would you ever live with number 9?
Heck Yeah I would!!! Lindsey and I would be great roomies :)
Worst thing about number 10:
Well, she's my sister, so just in case mom sees this, Nothing!!! She's an angel!!! (cough cough, borrows my clothes and doesn't give them back) :)
Who's going out with number 13?
Uhh, a guy:) Not sure on the name
What do you think about number one?
Well this is acko taco....I prefer not to answer that one :D
Who's your favorite guy on the list?
Well, there are only two guys on the list, and one is a totally jack@$$, sooo, Garrett!
Hahahahhahaha, well that was fun....and awkward:)
Stop Talking
When you start hanging out with your old friends and you are just like, "D@MN!!! Why did we ever stop talking??" :D
Self-Harm Awareness Day
On October 1st,
Write the words "Keep Fighting" On your wrist, or wear orange to show your support to those who suffer from self-harm, and remind them that they are not alone.
Repost, Reblog, Retweet, whatever. Get the word out!
Write the words "Keep Fighting" On your wrist, or wear orange to show your support to those who suffer from self-harm, and remind them that they are not alone.
Repost, Reblog, Retweet, whatever. Get the word out!
Go To Prison
If one day, everyone goes to prison for downloading music, I just hope that they split us up by the music genre
Jealous
A Jealous girlfriend is a faithful girlfriend. If she isn't jealous when someone else has your attention, its because someone has hers.
It Matters
Maybe there is something you are afraid to say,
or someone you're afraid to love,
or somewhere you are afraid to go.
Well, it's gonna hurt.
It will hurt because it matters.
or someone you're afraid to love,
or somewhere you are afraid to go.
Well, it's gonna hurt.
It will hurt because it matters.
Welcome
Welcome to our society,
You will be judged on what you wear,
What kind of music you listen to,
What you look like,
How you act,
Who you hang out with,
and every other imperfection about you.
Hope you enjoy your stay
You will be judged on what you wear,
What kind of music you listen to,
What you look like,
How you act,
Who you hang out with,
and every other imperfection about you.
Hope you enjoy your stay
Used To Be
I can't eat. I can't sleep. I'm moody. I'm alone. I'm unhappy. I'm depressed. I'm not the girl I used to be
Friday, September 21, 2012
Same Sky
Strange to think that right now, you're miles and miles away from me, and all I have to do is look up and see the stars, and remember that you're looking at the same ones too...
Understand
When you are happy, you enjoy the music...
But when you are sad, you understand the lyrics
But when you are sad, you understand the lyrics
Understand
When you are happy, you enjoy the music...
But when you are sad, you understand the lyrics
But when you are sad, you understand the lyrics
Live While We're Young
Let's go
Crazy, crazy, crazy,
till we see the sun.
I know we only met,
but let's pretend it's love,
And never never never
stop for anyone,
Tonight let's get some,
and live while we're young<3
Crazy, crazy, crazy,
till we see the sun.
I know we only met,
but let's pretend it's love,
And never never never
stop for anyone,
Tonight let's get some,
and live while we're young<3
Flash Back:)
Girls go to college to get my knowledge,
Boys go to Jupiter to get more stupider<3
Remember those days?:)
Boys go to Jupiter to get more stupider<3
Remember those days?:)
Dive
It doesn't matter how old you are,
When you are playing balloon volleyball,
And it's about to hit the floor
You dive for that sh*t
When you are playing balloon volleyball,
And it's about to hit the floor
You dive for that sh*t
Love The Rain
You say you love the rain, but when it rains you walk under an umbrella.
You say you love the sun, but when it is sunny, you put on sunglasses,
You say you love the wind, but when it comes, you close your windows...
That is why I am scared when you say you love me
You say you love the sun, but when it is sunny, you put on sunglasses,
You say you love the wind, but when it comes, you close your windows...
That is why I am scared when you say you love me
Street Light
I wish love was a street light. It would tell me either to, go ahead, slow down, or just plain stop
Give
Give, but don't let yourself be used.
Love, but don't allow your heart to be misused,
Trust, but don't be naive,
Listen, but don't lose your own voice
Love, but don't allow your heart to be misused,
Trust, but don't be naive,
Listen, but don't lose your own voice
Crush
There was a boy who had a crush on a girl...he followed her around everywhere.
One day, the girl noticed the guy and said, "Why do you keep following me?"
He said, "You're so pretty, and I think I am falling in love."
"Well you haven't seen my best friend. She's right behind you, and much prettier than me."
(Boy turns around.) "What? There is no one there! Are you making fun of me?"
"No...But if you really loved me, you wouldn't have even looked.."
One day, the girl noticed the guy and said, "Why do you keep following me?"
He said, "You're so pretty, and I think I am falling in love."
"Well you haven't seen my best friend. She's right behind you, and much prettier than me."
(Boy turns around.) "What? There is no one there! Are you making fun of me?"
"No...But if you really loved me, you wouldn't have even looked.."
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Imagine:)))
Imagine: <3
Niall Hornan:
You come home to him playing the guitar. "Is that a new song?" You ask. He nods. "What's it about?"
"You" he answers
Zayn Malik:
"Ever get nervous performing?" You ask Zayn. "Only when I perform for you" "Why?" "Because your opinion is the only one that matters," he smiles, and pulls you into a hug
Harry Styles:
You and Harry are going to the VMA's red carpet. "What should I wear?" You ask. He smiles, "Doesn't matter, anything looks good on you"
Liam Payne
"Does this make me look fat?" You ask Liam and spin around. "No because you have to BE fat to look fat. And you are perfect."
Louis Tomlinson
Ate carrots with you:)
We can only imagine<3
Niall Hornan:
You come home to him playing the guitar. "Is that a new song?" You ask. He nods. "What's it about?"
"You" he answers
Zayn Malik:
"Ever get nervous performing?" You ask Zayn. "Only when I perform for you" "Why?" "Because your opinion is the only one that matters," he smiles, and pulls you into a hug
Harry Styles:
You and Harry are going to the VMA's red carpet. "What should I wear?" You ask. He smiles, "Doesn't matter, anything looks good on you"
Liam Payne
"Does this make me look fat?" You ask Liam and spin around. "No because you have to BE fat to look fat. And you are perfect."
Louis Tomlinson
Ate carrots with you:)
We can only imagine<3
Sweet:)
Kara, a seven year old girl liked the boy named Will.
Will never spoke to her, but either way, she said hi everyday.
Day after day, she said hi, with hope that he would say something back.
He never did.
Then when Kara was 14, she approached him,
"I have known you for seven years, and you never talk to me, even though I talk to you, Why?"
He didn't answer, he just shrugged and walked away.
At the age of 16, little Kara decided to move on.
She was hurt by Will and needed fixed.
She went to Stephen, another guy she's known for a while.
They went out, held hands, and laughed all the time.
She was 18 when Will watched her get shot....
Later, they waited at the hospital,
but Stephen left.
Will stayed the entire time.
They took five hours to finish her serjury.
When they were done, he walked in.
She looked shocked and asked where Stephen was/
"He left..." Will whispered
"Then why didn't you?"
"You waited for me for 11 years..." Kara looked up while he was talking with tears in her eyes,
"I'm not letting you wait any longer.." He whispered
Will never spoke to her, but either way, she said hi everyday.
Day after day, she said hi, with hope that he would say something back.
He never did.
Then when Kara was 14, she approached him,
"I have known you for seven years, and you never talk to me, even though I talk to you, Why?"
He didn't answer, he just shrugged and walked away.
At the age of 16, little Kara decided to move on.
She was hurt by Will and needed fixed.
She went to Stephen, another guy she's known for a while.
They went out, held hands, and laughed all the time.
She was 18 when Will watched her get shot....
Later, they waited at the hospital,
but Stephen left.
Will stayed the entire time.
They took five hours to finish her serjury.
When they were done, he walked in.
She looked shocked and asked where Stephen was/
"He left..." Will whispered
"Then why didn't you?"
"You waited for me for 11 years..." Kara looked up while he was talking with tears in her eyes,
"I'm not letting you wait any longer.." He whispered
Choose Carefully
You become like the five people you spend the most time with...Choose them carefully...
Silence
The silence between us hurts, I won't lie...
But its a whole lot better than listening to your bullsh*t
But its a whole lot better than listening to your bullsh*t
Not Worth It
Don't make promises when you are happy.
Don't reply when you are angry,
Don't decide when you're sad...
#Notworthit...won'tlast
Don't reply when you are angry,
Don't decide when you're sad...
#Notworthit...won'tlast
Not Knowing
Somtimes it is better not to know what people are talking about,
rather than know the truth and have it silently kill you
rather than know the truth and have it silently kill you
Mad At Me?
"Are you still mad at me?"
"No."
"Are you sure?"
"I never was."
"Then what were you?"
"Hurt."
"No."
"Are you sure?"
"I never was."
"Then what were you?"
"Hurt."
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Monday, September 17, 2012
Thousands
Having a thousand friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is if you have one amazing friend that will stand by you when thousands are against you
Single?
You're single? BAHAHAHAHAHAHHABAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!........me too
Her Heart
Touch her heart. Not her body. Steal her attention, not her innocence. Make her smile. Not cry
As a Friend
I looked at him as a friend, then a lightbulb went off, and I suddenly saw you as something more
Version of Flirting
My version of 'flirting' is staring at someone, and hoping they are braver/less socially awkward than me:)
Summer:(
Hair gets lighter. Skin gets darker. Water gets warmer. Drinks get cooler. Music gets louder. Nights gets longer. Life Gets better<3
...Man I miss summer</3
...Man I miss summer</3
One Mistake
I'm broken. You're fine. You're hers. Not mine. Feelings fade. Hearts break. All because of one mistake
Strong Boy
It takes a strong boy to admit that he is wrong, but only real guys will forget their pride, and get on their knees begging for forgiveness
Can Kiss
A pretty girl can kiss a guy,
A bird can kiss a butterfly,
The rising sun can kiss the grass,
But you my friend,
May kiss my a$$
A bird can kiss a butterfly,
The rising sun can kiss the grass,
But you my friend,
May kiss my a$$
Lies
What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies, and never feel bad about it...
My Pain
I wish I could give you my pain for just a moment,
Not to hurt you,
But so you can finally understand how
Much you hurt me
Not to hurt you,
But so you can finally understand how
Much you hurt me
Used To It
I've been replaced, lied to, cheated on, forgotten, and treated like I am worthless...But you know what? I'm used to it
Respect
Respect me. Treat me like you would want a boy to treat your sister. Betcha didn't think about that? Would it hurt to see your sister cry like this? I thought so, I have a brother too. Think about him.
Flash
Someday your life will flash before your eyes...Make sure its something you are going to want to see
Never See
I will love you if I never see you again,
and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday,
It doesn't matter baby
and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday,
It doesn't matter baby
Not...
Not pretty enough,
Not skinny enough,
Not good enough,
Not smart enough,
Not talented enough,
Not popular enough,
That's what is on my mind...every. single. day
Not skinny enough,
Not good enough,
Not smart enough,
Not talented enough,
Not popular enough,
That's what is on my mind...every. single. day
Heart Has Been Broken
I want someone who's heart has been broken, and they know how that feels, so they won't break mine...
Flying North
I saw a flock of birds flying North today and realized,
if they can move on after summer,
so can I...
if they can move on after summer,
so can I...
things that suck
*When people won't text you back
*Canceled plans
*Rainy days when you're sad
*Loosing friends,
*Missing someone
*Loving someone who doesn't love you back
*Change
*When you can't fall asleep
*Itchy Bug bites,
*regrets
*Crying
*feeling worthless
*When no one understands
*Over thinking
*When a store doesn't have something in your size
*Bad grades
*Not having enough money
*Not being good enough
*When people yell at you
*Lies
*When food stops tasting good
*Broken promises...
*Being lonely
*Canceled plans
*Rainy days when you're sad
*Loosing friends,
*Missing someone
*Loving someone who doesn't love you back
*Change
*When you can't fall asleep
*Itchy Bug bites,
*regrets
*Crying
*feeling worthless
*When no one understands
*Over thinking
*When a store doesn't have something in your size
*Bad grades
*Not having enough money
*Not being good enough
*When people yell at you
*Lies
*When food stops tasting good
*Broken promises...
*Being lonely
Looking
I am looking for love.
Real love. Ridiculous,
inconvenient, consuming,
can't live with out eachother love
Real love. Ridiculous,
inconvenient, consuming,
can't live with out eachother love
Let Him Go
Sometimes there is someone that comes into your life, and everything changes. Raises standards, makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you. There is something about him, that you can put into words, even though he broke your heart, and even though you're not with him, you don't want to let him go..
Just A Girl
I'm just a girl.
I love being called pretty, but I will never believe it,
I'm not always right, but I hate admitting that I am wrong,
I am always smiling, but half the time is isn't real,
I can be read like an open book, but I hide so many things...
I work hard at things, and still don't get what I deserve,
I love with my whole heart, and it still gets broken everytime....
I am just a girl
I love being called pretty, but I will never believe it,
I'm not always right, but I hate admitting that I am wrong,
I am always smiling, but half the time is isn't real,
I can be read like an open book, but I hide so many things...
I work hard at things, and still don't get what I deserve,
I love with my whole heart, and it still gets broken everytime....
I am just a girl
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Those Fights?
Remember all those fights we used to have about who loved eachother more??? Yeah...i guess I won...
Friday, September 14, 2012
...
I drink coffee like water,
and I still don't know what to say.
I don't know how to get out of bed half the time,
It isn't pretty.
I whisper secrets,
I am still looking to be saved,
I am so weak,
and I am so strong,
here you go, I'll give you everything,
for one more chance,
my heart is ugly,
But it could be all yours
and I still don't know what to say.
I don't know how to get out of bed half the time,
It isn't pretty.
I whisper secrets,
I am still looking to be saved,
I am so weak,
and I am so strong,
here you go, I'll give you everything,
for one more chance,
my heart is ugly,
But it could be all yours
4:37
It's about 4:37am,
and I woke up with a pain in my chest,
and I can't tell if it is heart burn,
or the emptiness coming back,
But it's late,
and I have to be up soon,
so I'll go back to sleep,
Wish you were here.
I'm sorry things changed
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Your Ten?
Ok, so you're ten, and you have a blackberry, a laptop, and an iPad....
That's cool...When I was ten, I had a Barbie doll, and a handful a plastic jewelry
That's cool...When I was ten, I had a Barbie doll, and a handful a plastic jewelry
Golden Rule
The Golden Rule of Volleyball applies to all of life:
Don't call mine unless you're sure it is
Don't call mine unless you're sure it is
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
9/11
Today is the 11th annaversery of the terror attacks on the World Trade Centers....Please pray for the families of all those who loat their lives, an for the emergencey responders for thwir absoulte bravery....#heartbroken
Never Forget
Never Forget
Thursday, September 6, 2012
The Beginning
I could follow you to the beginning, just to relive the start. Maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all our favorite parts
Rough Day
Having a rough day?
Place your hand over your heart.
Feel that?
That's called a purpose.
You're alive for a reason.
Don't give up.
Place your hand over your heart.
Feel that?
That's called a purpose.
You're alive for a reason.
Don't give up.
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Saturday, September 1, 2012
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