And he's shooting hoops.
Trying to get his mind off the fact that he lost her. he an't believe he broke her heart. He lost the girl that'd give up everything to be anything in his life. He throws the ball into the grass and runs inside. he goes to the bathroom and cries. He lost her and there is no getting her back.
And she sits alone.
In her bathroom shower on drowning out her cries. She can't believe they're finally over. and from now on, he won't be the one to text her first anymore. She cries, thinking she'll never find anyone better. She lost the one that she'd go to the end of the world just to smile. And now, she realizes every hello ends with a goodbye
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Eyes
Tell him I hate him.
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life with out me.
Tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said all these things with tears in my eyes
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life with out me.
Tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said all these things with tears in my eyes
Happy Endings
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up.
If a guy punches you, he likes you.
Never try to trim your own bangs,
and someday you will meet a wonderful boy,
and get your very own happy ending.
Every movie we see, every story we're told
implores us to wait for it,
the twist that changes everything, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule.
But sometimes we're so focused on the ending we don't learn how to read the signs
How to tell from the once who want us,
and the ones who don't/
The ones who will stay, and the ones who will leave.
And maybe, just maybe, you're happy ending doesn't include a boy.
Maybe you're happy by yourself.
It's you, on your own, picking up the pieces, and starting over fresh.
freeing yourself up for something better in the future.
Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.
Or maybe the happy ending is knowing that after all the unreturned phone calls,
broken hearts,
through the blunders, and misread signals,
through all the pain and embarrassment,
you. never. gave. up. hope.
That's a happy ending if I've ever seen one
Tuck Me Into Bed
Dear Mom,
I know I can be a sucky daughter sometimes. I'm sorry for slamming all those doors, for yelling at you, for saying I want to leave, for fighting with you. Honestly? I hate being a teenager. I want to be your little girl again, and I want you to tuck me into bed at night..
I know I can be a sucky daughter sometimes. I'm sorry for slamming all those doors, for yelling at you, for saying I want to leave, for fighting with you. Honestly? I hate being a teenager. I want to be your little girl again, and I want you to tuck me into bed at night..
Best Friends
Once upon a time, you and I were best friends. And that means whenever you need me, I'm here. Anytime, anywhere, any place. Forever.
Song
You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song
Fighting
You can scream, cry, even break down in the middle of the bathroom floor. You can lock yourself in your room all night long, listen to music nonstop, even turn your headphones off for a little while. You can stop acting so strong all the time, and be easy on yourself for once. You can do what you have to do as long as you pick yourself back up, shake it off, and keep fighting<3
Thinks of Him
She thinks back to an old memory. She closes her eyes and smiles. Just ask her if she thinks about him and she'll say every once in a while
One Day
One day you will wake up, eat breakfast, take a shower, brush your teeth, go to school, eat lunch, and come home. And you'll be able to do all that with out thinking of him
Tricks
Dear heart,
I am sort of falling for this boy. Just to let you know, I'm relying on my brain this time.
Sincerely,
I'm not falling for your dirty tricks
I am sort of falling for this boy. Just to let you know, I'm relying on my brain this time.
Sincerely,
I'm not falling for your dirty tricks
Shreds
She is a stunner.
She'll take your breath away before you even have a chance to introduce yourself.
Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness.
She's a fireball that people can barely handle, but you wouldn't stand a chance with her.
She has a mind that could tear you to shreds.
She'll take your breath away before you even have a chance to introduce yourself.
Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness.
She's a fireball that people can barely handle, but you wouldn't stand a chance with her.
She has a mind that could tear you to shreds.
Moved On
I didn't change.
I'm still the same girl who sits around laughing at dumb things and walks around with a big smile one her face. You're just mad because I gave up on your bullsh/t, and don't give a damm anymore. You're just mad I don't sit at home on a Friday night anymore wondering what you're doing and who you're with. You're just mad because I moved on
I'm still the same girl who sits around laughing at dumb things and walks around with a big smile one her face. You're just mad because I gave up on your bullsh/t, and don't give a damm anymore. You're just mad I don't sit at home on a Friday night anymore wondering what you're doing and who you're with. You're just mad because I moved on
Memories
You know it's over when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing right in front of you
Personality
I'm sorry, but you can not photoshop your horribl personality
...no make up in the world will cover up a ugly heart
...no make up in the world will cover up a ugly heart
Jenna Marbles
"So you're the father! Somebody always is!"
"I like the velcoraptor, because you can gently bite or claw them."
"Desperate House Wives, drink every time someone's a b/tch! .....and I'm drunk"
"You and me microwave, till death to we part"
"Some flippy-flopys."
"What if they have no stairs? Or chairs? What if I want to clean something? Or wrap something? Or play basketball? Or have a disco party?" --Jenna Marbles
What would my life be with out Jenna Marbles?
"I like the velcoraptor, because you can gently bite or claw them."
"Desperate House Wives, drink every time someone's a b/tch! .....and I'm drunk"
"You and me microwave, till death to we part"
"Some flippy-flopys."
"What if they have no stairs? Or chairs? What if I want to clean something? Or wrap something? Or play basketball? Or have a disco party?" --Jenna Marbles
What would my life be with out Jenna Marbles?
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Friday, March 29, 2013
Inside Jokes
Inside jokes that only you and your best friends get.
-Team Awesomer than & Team Better than
-Are you expecting something exciting? or Big?
-Team Awesomer than & Team Better than
-Are you expecting something exciting? or Big?
Thursday, March 28, 2013
High School
I was really excited for highschool. Then we started planning it. And I realize it won't be the same as this year. We take classes that have to do with our future job. Heck, I don't even know what I want to be when I grow up, let alone which classes to take. I realized today that life is getting real. I am going to need to grow up...and I'm just not ready to do that
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Blog
My mom thinks my life isn't very busy. What she doesn't know, is in my room, I am listening to music, reading books, watching tv, daydreaming, thinking about boys, AND running a blog
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Again
He's the beautiful smile,
He's a horrible goodbye,
And I just can't tell you why I let him break my heart again
He's a horrible goodbye,
And I just can't tell you why I let him break my heart again
Nothing
A best friend is there for you when you have nothing. They're there when you feel like nothing
Monday, March 25, 2013
Friday, March 15, 2013
Feelings Show
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show, and I thought being strong meant never losing your self control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to he// with my pride, let it fall like rain
Your Heart
Promise you'll never forget all the time we spent together. Promise no one will take my place in your heart
Life
The oldest story in the world, you turn 18, and you're planning for 'someday', and then quietly, with out really ever noticing it, you realize that someday is yesterday, someday is today, someday is tomorrow. This is your life, now.
Wrong Time
We met at the wrong time. That's what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day, years from now we'll meet in a coffee shop, in a far off city somewhere, and we could give it another shot
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Music
Music is my shinning light, my favorite thing in the whole world, to get me to stop for one minute would be really hard
Smoke Them
The most attractive part about smoking cigarettes, is the part where you don't smoke them
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Play Again
Let's play this game again.
This time I want to be player one, and you can be player two. This time you'll see all the he// that you had put me through
This time I want to be player one, and you can be player two. This time you'll see all the he// that you had put me through
Phone
You know you've found your best friends when they will dig through the trash with you, just to find your phone
I love you guys so freaking much<3
I love you guys so freaking much<3
Monday, March 11, 2013
Beautiful
Be soft,
Don't let the world make you hard,
Don't let the pain make you hate,
Do not let the
bitterness
steal your
sweetness
Take pride
that even though
the rest of the world
may disagree
you still believe
that life is a beautiful thing
Live For
The more you think about how terrible your life is, the more you forget how much you still have to live for
Didn't show
What do you do when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know?
What do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didn't show?
What do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didn't show?
Plot Twist
Plot Twist: Flow from Progressive is in a relationship with Jake from Statefarm
Extra Plot Twist: Their child is Mayhem from Allstate
Extra Plot Twist: Their child is Mayhem from Allstate
Smile Again
It doesn't matter who hurt you, or broke you down. What matters is who made you smile again
Made It
Maybe not today, or even tomorrow, but eventually, things will turn up, you will get better, and be able to look back and say: "I made it"
Worth Making
Living might mean taking chances, but their worth taking.
Loving might be a mistake, but it's worth making
Loving might be a mistake, but it's worth making
Anyone Else
Forget about your friends, you know they're going to say we're bad for each other, nut we ain't good for anyone else
See Me Cry
Now, I have this condition, and I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart, but no matter what you'll never see me cry
Fall
That truth hurts and those lies heal, and you can't sleep at night thinking that he lies sill, so you cry still, tears fall in the pillow case
Mess You up
Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest, and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you, and mess you up
Forgotten
Dear Jensooon,
I probably don't say this as much as I should,
But thank you for making me laugh when I had almost forgotten how to<3
I probably don't say this as much as I should,
But thank you for making me laugh when I had almost forgotten how to<3
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Movies
It wasn't like it is in the movies.
We didn't have some big fight that went until 3am,
We both went to bed around 10 that night,
He didn't try to stop me,
He said "Do what you have to do",
I didn't burst into tears and cry the whole next day,
I cried for a minute, then stopped,
He didn't cheat on me,
That's not why we broke up.
He hasn't come back for me,
He probably never will.
It wasn't like in the movies,
I didn't cry to my friends at school, and mope around like my life was over,
I just held it in, and tried to heal my broken heart quietly
We didn't have some big fight that went until 3am,
We both went to bed around 10 that night,
He didn't try to stop me,
He said "Do what you have to do",
I didn't burst into tears and cry the whole next day,
I cried for a minute, then stopped,
He didn't cheat on me,
That's not why we broke up.
He hasn't come back for me,
He probably never will.
It wasn't like in the movies,
I didn't cry to my friends at school, and mope around like my life was over,
I just held it in, and tried to heal my broken heart quietly
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Hungary Caterpillar
It seems like when we were little everyone wanted to be a princess or ballerina, but I wanted to be the Very Hungary Caterpillar. Cause, I don't know man, I just thought that eating heaps of food them turning into a butterfly was a career path I was interested in, and wanted to pursue
Ghost Dancing
There could be a ghost aggressively dancing beside you right now, and you'd have no idea
Losing It All
Today I realized that even though I'll never understand why any human being would do what he did to me, God gave me a second chance at life. And here I am taking it all for granted when I was so close to losing it all.
Know
So let's ignore each other, try to pretend the other person doesn't exist, but deep down we know know it wasn't supposed to end like this
Pour Out The Rain
Daddy when we get to heaven can I taste the Milkyway?
Are we going there to visit, or are we going there to stay?
Am I gunna see my Grandpa?
Can I get a pair of wing?
And do you think that God could use another angel to help pour out the rain?
Are we going there to visit, or are we going there to stay?
Am I gunna see my Grandpa?
Can I get a pair of wing?
And do you think that God could use another angel to help pour out the rain?
Monday, March 4, 2013
Life With You
Waiting is so hard, but I'll spend as much time alone as I have to if that means getting to spend the rest of my life with you
Going With You
In a crazy world of choices, I only have a few. Either you're coming with me, or I'm going with you
Best Friends
I think I have finally found my best friends.
I never really knew where I stood with people.
But with them I do.
I always felt like the odd one out.
But with them, I don't.
We can laugh at nothing,
or we can have 3am heart to hearts,
it doesn't matter.
I don't feel like I need to dress up to prove a point,
I don't feel like I have to act a certain way,
they love me for who I am,
and that's more than I could ask for
I.love.you.guys<3
I never really knew where I stood with people.
But with them I do.
I always felt like the odd one out.
But with them, I don't.
We can laugh at nothing,
or we can have 3am heart to hearts,
it doesn't matter.
I don't feel like I need to dress up to prove a point,
I don't feel like I have to act a certain way,
they love me for who I am,
and that's more than I could ask for
I.love.you.guys<3
Exist
The sad moment when you see someone you shared so many memories with, and you act like you don't even exist to eachother
Faces
Making silly faces at your friends until they are forced to smile....or just get really p.oed...
Sunday, March 3, 2013
See Me?
The next time a stranger starts talking to me, I am going to stare at them, shocked, and whisper quietly,
"You can see me?"
"You can see me?"
Lost Her
Her eyes don't light up when she hears your name anymore. She doesn't get the chills when you walk by her, and her heart doesn't race when you smile at her. Yo don't get to her like you used to. You're just a bad memory in the back of her mind. So don't be surprised next time you make your way past her and she doesn't even glance your way. And don't bother trying to talk to her, you won't et a response. She's over fighting the same losing battle. The saddest part is that you have no one to blame but yourself. She gave you every chance you could ask for, and you screwed up every time. Now she walks around with a smile on her face, and she laughs louder than ever before. Looks like you lost her bro.
Friends
We talked today for the first time in weeks,
and I thought maybe someday soon,
We could be friends again.
And then I stopped being a fool,
and realized I could never again be
friends with you
and I thought maybe someday soon,
We could be friends again.
And then I stopped being a fool,
and realized I could never again be
friends with you
Don't
So tell me darling, what hurts more, knowing that you should hate him, or knowing that you don't ?
Ever Again
Don't take this personally, but once I leave this town, I am never talking to any of you ever again
Same
Same bed, but it feels just a little bit bigger now. Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same
Your Feet
But the good news is there's angels everywhere out on the street, holding out a hand to pull you back up on your feet
Out of Hand
Next time you're washing your hands next to somebody cup your hands under the tap until the water over flows, then look at them dramatically and saying "This water is getting out of hand", it's a guaranteed way to make friends. I've never tried it. But it's a guarantee
Problems
Ever realize that in most classes the work is called questions, but in math they're called problems? That really says something
Gone
But what's the use?
It's gone. He's gone. Whatever existed between us is gone. I tell myself this ten times a day
It's gone. He's gone. Whatever existed between us is gone. I tell myself this ten times a day
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Friday, March 1, 2013
Shoe
The other day Harry Styles got hit with a shoe in the middle of his concert.
Good job Taylor Swift, way to take a break up
Good job Taylor Swift, way to take a break up
Twinkies
I love twinkies, and the reason I am saying this is because we were supposed to think of reasons to live
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