Having You

My stomach drops when I think of anyone else having you 

You

I miss having late night conversations with you 

Now

We used to talk for hours...look at us now.

I'm slowly giving up on you 

One Pencil

First day of school: 
30 pencils, 64 crayons, 10 pens, a ruler, 6 notebooks, a calculator, 200 note cards.
End of May: 
One pencil...conveniently out of lead 

Hate

I love making people who already hate me hate me more

Answer

Have you ever wanted to ask a question but you didn't because you knew in your heart that you wouldn't be able to handle the answer?